~Lil~'s Profile |
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| Age: | 101 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | around nashville, TENNESSEE |
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| Height: | 1' 1" |
| BodyType: | More to love! |
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| Last Login: | May 30, 2008 (91 days back) |
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About Me |
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| ------------------------------greetings . ..... .thanks for visiting------------------------------ABOUT ME:i'm a harmless perfectionist living on the outskirts of sanity ... i take pleasure in simple observations like the fact that i can spell my name forwards and backwards and get the same results ... but that's only because a good deal of the time my mind is working overtime trying to figure out the bigger and impossible to know mysteries of life ... i started this page to work out some things ... there was someone i wanted to reach and i needed a myspace account to do it ... turned out to be dead end though ... such is life ... sometimes you need to pull the vehicle you are driving into reverse, watch out behind you, back up to where you started and find another way to get to where you want to go ... i spend a good deal of my time trying to figure out the truth surrounding my first twenty years on this planet and how i got so screwed up ...i'm thinking i must have lived more than one life during that twenty years ... yeah… that must be it ... not that you care ... why should you ... unless perhaps you are in the same boat ................................................. if you have read this far i may as well tell you that i like to paint -- i like to doodle -- some can be seen in my pics and slide show ... i like to write and write and write some of my writings are in my blog ... i've five fictional novels emotional allegories really, that i'm currently in various stages of writing on my laptop ... don't know if i'll explore publishing any of them or not ... perhaps someday… for now it's just a creative outlet for my overactive compulsive mind ... some days i love life ........................ some days i hate it ........................................ and some days… i think i have a handle on at least a few of the deeper truths … of course that’s when the handle i have turns out to be on a skillet and i discover i’m just the helpless pancake in the pan ... golden brown on one side, soft and gooshy on the other ... some invisible force flips me ... and ... i suddenly see everything from the other side ... the bottom of the pan and hey, "it's dark down here" .....................................................and hey i don’t know sh_t .............................................Truth is solid ... but i've learned that my grasp of it can be so dang fleeting ... one thing i am sure of ... one thing i know ... each and every day i am glad i am not the One in charge down here ..................... i take comfort in the knowledge that there is a Being far Greater and far more Magnificent that knows it all and has no fear for the future even if it is terrifying to me.........................................................e verything is the same and yet it is in a constant state of change ... but although the way i see things is always evolving ... the one thing i'm sure of ... i didn't create myself ... i didn't end up here by sheer chance ... and neither did you ... i for one will seek Truth always until the end of time... peace to you ... thanks for stopping by........I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4 | |
My Interests |
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| INTERESTS: Truth...God...Creating ... Writing... Reading...Painting (see slide show below)... Feel free to take a closer look at an individual painting or leave a comment in the pics section : )... | |
I'd like to meet:WHO'D I LIKE TO MEET? someone who really knows what the bleep is going on down here...I mean really really knows................. oh, and The One that made it all possible..... and lovers of peace ... and spiritual searchers of Truth ....... and since you are reading this probably I'd probably also like to meet YOU - so please send me a message introducing yourself and a friend request |
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Music:MUSIC: I like a lot of silence, but I also like listening to Yoriyos/ Cat Stevens/ Yusuf/ Yohosame/ Coldplay/ RelientK/ Switchfoot/ The Khrusty Brothers/ Mute Math/ Joseph Arthur/ R.E.M./Regina Spektor/MeWithoutYou (in small doses ha, ha) and many others to numerous to mention... if you know any soul seeking folk-rock musicians I might like to listen to please let me know...A new favorite video: |
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Movies:Peace1.mpgThis is something Katri(love and affection) put together. She says "First time I tried this so don't be too harsh...'"Music is by John Farnham. I thought it was both thought provoking and emotional... I swear some days I wake up and think I am back in the 1960's...Are we stuck in a timewarp? How could our leaders not learn from history? ...too busy creating their own perhaps? May our Creator have mercy on us all - Peace to you. |
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Television:THE OFFICE...The Daily Show... Colbert Report...The Simpsons... Ugly Betty... Hank Hill... 30 Rock... |
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Books:BOOKS: Recent Reads: Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee, Dee Brown... The Great Divorce, C.S.Lewis... Searching for God Knows What, Donald Miller... Traveling Mercies,Anne Lamott... High Fidelity/A Long Way Down, Nick Hornby... Of Two Minds: The Revolutionary Science of Dual-Brain Psychology/Fredric Schiffer... more to come soon... I love to read... |
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Heroes:HEROES: Anyone who isn't afraid to think for themselves and ask the hard questions... even when the answers are complicated... and anyone who does the right thing when the wrong thing is easier, more acceptable or has a better pay off... people who live with adversity and don't give up hope and the ones with hearts to help them through are my real heroes |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Married |
| Children: | Proud parent |
| Education: | Some college |
| Occupation: | truth junky |
My Pictures |
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My Blog |
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Longing to Breath More Deeply |
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| I grew up in the North
and I miss the scent of the air
on that first day of true spring
not the one decided by the calendar
or the equinox
but that first thaw
when the only evidence of melting sno... Posted by ~Lil~ on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 03:55:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story- (the very very long and final)- Part 72 |
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| A disclaimer mainly addressed to my three faithful commenting readers (you know who you are& and thank you once again for your feedback) I knew I was taking a risk of losing you in yet another back... Posted by ~Lil~ on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:05:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story- Part 71 |
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| For links to previous installments please scroll to the bottom...
This is Part 71
The man who had hit her
became a daily visitor
during her recovery
and as it turned out
was an emotionally stable
f... Posted by ~Lil~ on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 05:09:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story - Part 70 |
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| For links to previous installments please scroll to the bottom...This is Part 70
Somewhere
in the foggy confusion
that place
between conscious awareness
and unconscious bliss
she moved from the ca... Posted by ~Lil~ on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:24:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story - Part 69 |
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| For links to previous installments please scroll to the bottom...This is Part 69
Her head writer
slapped the palms of his hands down
on the table in front of him
and declared
Well, there it is&
sh... Posted by ~Lil~ on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:04:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story - Part 68 |
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| For links to previous installments please scroll to the bottom...( a brief word to my regular readers... thank you so much for enduring this story and for being willing to faithfully ride the wav... Posted by ~Lil~ on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 10:42:00 PST |
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Lover |
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| Hey there lover
I was thinking of you
today
and yesterday
and tomorrow
Remember the first time
how we promised
it wouldn't be forgotten
but then it was
and now it is
Who can remember that first se... Posted by ~Lil~ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:11:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story-Part 67 |
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| For links to previous installments please scroll to the bottom...This is Part 67
The intern watched
holding his breath
Reading her body language
he knew
how upset she was
but he did not give up ... Posted by ~Lil~ on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 07:00:00 PST |
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truth in the sand |
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| they wrote their truth long agoin the sand...two sets of initials...he found the stick
but they took turns writing...he wrote her initials and she wrot... Posted by ~Lil~ on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 05:19:00 PST |
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Whoops... It WAS the Wrong Story - Part 66 |
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| For links to previous installments please scroll to the bottom...
This is Part 66
Silence filled the space between them like a palpable wedge the right words the only tool that could remove it
determi... Posted by ~Lil~ on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:33:00 PST |
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My Friends |
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Chris, ♫~Knox O~♫, A Glass of Whine, Silver Star, Shekoufeh, Leyla, Katri (peace & love), gypsyfirebird, Annmarie Hughes, SuzieQ, Cat Stevens, DADDY-O, Yoriyos, The Khrusty Brothers, Waterdeep, Joseph Arthur, Yusuf, regine, giuliana, A Tribute..., shiela, Hatidje, Yosutebito, David, Pablo Francisco, Flight Of The Conchords Fanspace, GertMate, Mike Birbiglia, wonderviewer, Shari, HardheadedSoftheartedWoman, ♥diddlysmom♥, Mark, lisa-jane, Stacey, Robert Conway
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