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i don't understand your death |
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| Last Login: | Jul 5, 2008 (507 days back) |
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Music:Member Since: 10/8/2003Band Website: lyciummusic.com/tara.html Band Members: love. light. death. dream. kiss. tongue. dirt. bliss. you said: "ever wish someone would come up behind you and blow your f*cking brains out?" before anyone could attempt such a thing to do to you i would pick you up, running away to my quiet hiding place. i would tear open my chest, my ribcage teeth, placing you inside my heart sewing it all up tight. waiting for the moment when all is gone - except for dreams, warm wet contentment, and a dark comfort. and then sadly undoing the stitches, pulling you out, and keeping a small secret copy inside. - tom (the poem's all yours.) Influences: life. death. stars. black. birds. water. skulls. rabbits. wolves. heaven. hell. flowers. hearts. blood. bone. moons. tongues. skin. hair. earth. mud. sea. JOIN MY WRITING GROUP http://groups.myspace.com/taravanflowermusic 21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit. Proverbs 18:21 8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. 1 Peter 5:8 you came to me last night in dream in song a million dreams just like this in dark rooms through secret windows quiet like that first time and all around the night whorls plumes of smoke words unspoken as if to breathe would break them and us and as we ascend the stairs my fingers break too close to touch the violence is beautiful i swallow your tongue to keep you from speaking to keep you from saying something that should be unspoken my crooked hands ache my jaw is tired from caging you when i fall awake i die because life isn't meant for dream but night in night we are everything Sounds Like: Luke 9:60 Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God. THROW YOUR WISHES AWAY PROVERBS 9 13 The woman named Folly is brash. She is ignorant and doesn’t know it. 14 She sits in her doorway on the heights overlooking the city. 15 She calls out to men going by who are minding their own business. 16 “Come in with me,” she urges the simple. To those who lack good judgment, she says, 17 “Stolen water is refreshing; food eaten in secret tastes the best!” 18 But little do they know that the dead are there. Her guests are in the depths of the grave. Pick up the knife. See the silver sparkle. Make a slit in my skin. Just above the heart. Let your fingers crawl inside. Feel the scalding blood there. Feel the pump of a dying organ. The last gasp of love. Now wrap your hand around me. And squeeze the last breath. We are good in death. And death is good in us. Therefore I tell you, her sins, many [as they are], are forgiven her—because she has loved much. But he who is forgiven little loves little” (Luke 7:47 AMP). thanks banshee :) Record Label: Silber Media Type of Label: None |
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| Occupation: | Music Artist (Other / Experimental / Ambient) |
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HAPPY B-DAY, MIKE |
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| today's mike's b-day. i got this for him...
last night we watched this;
anyone's who is a fan of this band should really see this movie. it gave a lot of good insight as to what all happened.... Posted by tara vanflower on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 09:02:00 PST |
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SHOW update! |
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| Club Good Hurt - 12249 Venice BlvdWest Los Angeles, 90066http://www.goodhurt.net/v2/home.php
08.16.2008 Saturday : doors open @ 8:00Veronika Sorrow - ICE PRINCESS PRODUCTIONSTARA VANFLOWER (LYCIA)JARB... Posted by tara vanflower on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 09:29:00 PST |
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stress level update |
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| just for the record...i was stressed to the point of puking for only like 10 mins. i'm a drama queen sometimes. IE: i rant and rave like a lunatic for 10 mins and then let it go. so it's business as u... Posted by tara vanflower on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 12:55:00 PST |
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yuck |
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| i'm so stressed out i could puke.
this is why i prefer not to leave the house.
oh, and um, yeah. Posted by tara vanflower on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:00:00 PST |
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RIP little molly |
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| i wrote this to a friend this morning and thought it belonged here too...
okay, so this might sound weird... but i had to share it with someone!!
you know how my fish was sick since i got back from o... Posted by tara vanflower on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:44:00 PST |
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RIP little molly |
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| i wrote this to a friend this morning and thought it belonged here too...
okay, so this might sound weird... but i had to share it with someone!!
you know how my fish was sick since i got back from o... Posted by tara vanflower on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:44:00 PST |
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mirror and twin |
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| did you care when my body died?
i saw the light leave
the dusty eyes, dry
her lips parted
a breath, a kiss
moist with corpse air
swollen
swollen as the earth erupts
a green blade
a curled vine
with f... Posted by tara vanflower on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:30:00 PST |
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for you from me - word to yo mutha |
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Posted by tara vanflower on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:39:00 PST |
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fuzzy wuzzy face kissies |
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| OMG, i downloaded Jarboe's narration for the audio book for Lives of Ilya yesterday... UM... yeah, it gives me goosebumps! i can't wait to hear this project complete!!!
and i decided i want to be an a... Posted by tara vanflower on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:50:00 PST |
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Ilya Faire update |
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okay, so i'm pretty much having an impossible time of focusing on work today. it's sick. LOL i think i had too much caffeine and am over stimulated with ideas about things i want to do... Posted by tara vanflower on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 01:18:00 PST |
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