BORN AND RAISED ON THA SOUTH SIDE OF CHICAGO IN A PROJECT AREA , FEEDS THROUGH THA BRAIN AND THA BRAIN FEEDS THROUGH THA LIFE. THA LIFE OF LIES AND UPCOMING MYSTERIES, NOT KNOWING OR NOT WANTING TO BE LIKE OTHERS...SEEING HAPPY JOY FROM OTHER MOTHERS, NONE FROM MY OWN EYE CONTACT. SAD FROM NOW TILL YESTERDAY LIKE LIFE OF AN DISEASE OF HIV CHASING INTO YOU AND WANTING YOUR BODY, BODY OF MAD HATE OF OUR OWN SEX, HATE OF GAY COMMUNITY ENVIRONMENT, WITH PEOPLE TO THIS UNTWISTED WORLD, WORLD THAT’S SO PERPLEXED INTO OUR LIFE STYLE, I WISH TO COMPLETE MY DREAM OF SUCCESS TO ON LOOK AN HELP, HELP HOMELESS LIVES OUT THERE TO SEEK SHELTER AS TO VISITOR AND VIEWERS, VIEWERS OF THA MIND..THA MIND OF A TRAPPED BOY INSIDE A MAN, A MAN LOST INSIDE FOR YEARS, YEARS THAT HAD BEEN LOST WITH ANYONE TO LISTEN UPON THA TRUTH THAT IS BEING SPOKEN, LISTEN TO HIMSELF, HIMSELF HE WILL SPEAK TO...SHARE LOVE TO EVERYONE IS WHAT HE WANTED, WHEN HE WILL NOT MAKE IT HE QUIT AND QUIT....TO SOME IT FELT AS IF HE KEPT ANGER DEEP UPON INSIDE, INSIDE IT FEELS LIKE SPIT WHEN AIMED ON THA GROUND OF THA CITY SIDEWALK AND STREETS, AND GHETTO LIFE..,GHETTO OF AN TREE, A TREE THAT NEVER GROWS ON A HILL FOR YEARS....LIKE BEING A CRY INTO THA CLOSET, THA CLOSET THAT HE IS TRAPPED IN, BEYOND THA WALL, A WALL OF LONELINESS , KNOW ONE FOR DAYS TO HEAR THAT CRY , CRYING FOR THA DAYS HE’S LOST LIKE ALMOST FIGHTING IN IRAQ, AND ON THE PLAINS OF WAR, FOR ALL HE WILL START FROM AND NEVER GIVE UP HOPE AND HONOR, BUT A WAR THAT ISN’T OVER YET, OR FREEDOM...., FREEDOM OF A DREAM A DREAM HE NOW SEEKS TO TASTE, AND NEVER HAD A DREAM TILL NOW, NOW HE WILL ROTATE AND SEEK THA FUTURE OF NOT BEING SHY, AWAKE HE WILL NOW SAY TO EVERYONE THAT CALLED HIM A FAILURE OF LIFE. NO MORE LITTLE BOY, A LITTLE BOY IS NOT THA NAME, NOW HE WILL PUT THA NAME JOHN THA POET INTO A PICTURE FRAME, OF ALL THA AREAS AND HARD WORK HE SEEKS INTO NOW, KNOW MORE SECRETS...HAVING TO THA TRUE LIFE OF SOUTH SIDE CHICAGO, THA SIDE OF UNOPENED DREAMS THAT HAVE NOT YET STUDIED FOR HIS FUTURE, FUTURE OF TOMORROW, THAT LIES IN THA PALM OF HIS HAND, THA HAND THA TELLS THA LIFE, THA HAND THAT WRITES THA LIFE, AND WRITES ...THAT POETRY IS MORE THAN WORDS, A POEM THAT SEEKS HIS DREAM, A DREAM THAT’S AWAITING TO THA SOUTH SIDE, THA SIDE OF CHICAGO THAT IS, NOW OVER WITH WAR...WAR, THAT NEVERS CALM DOWN TO OTHERS, NOW THA CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN, OPEN TO TELL ABOUT WITH STARS READY TO BE NAMED, NAMED AFTER THA BOY WAS SHY AND TRAPPED...BUT NOW HE IS AWOKE, HE TELLS ABOUT THA LIFE, THA LIFE OF “CHI” CHICAGO IS THA NAME WITH TEARS AND CRIES AND CONCRETE BRICK WALLS OF WENTWORTH GARDENS PROJECTS, IT WILL BE KNOWN AS ......THA LIFE OF CHICAGO

KNOW HE'S KNOW GOOD , TREATING YOU LIKE AN ANIMAL OR WHAT YOU'LL TELL OR CALL ME A NOBODY

DO YOU LIKE HIS ABUSE ?

HAVE A LITTLE ONE BUT DON'T CARE , SO HOW CAN HIS LIFE GO ON WITHOUT THE REAL MAKER OF HIS LIFE?

DO YOU LIKE HIS ABUSE ?

IF ANYTHING IM THE ONLY ONE TO CARE FOR THE FAMILY , BUT NOT LIKE HIM.

DO YOU LIKE HIS ABUSE ?

HIS ABUSE THAT LEFT YOU HANGING AND THAT HAD YOU SAYING "I CAN'T TRUST ANY OTHER MALE" HIS ABUSE THAT LEFT HIS OWN NEW Lil LIFE WITH HIS MOM ALL ALONE, TRUST ME ON THIS I WON'T HAVE YOU TO CRY WITH THIS

ABUSE

BUY CLOTHS, YOU KNOW GEAR TO GET G 'd UP, FOOD FOR THE HOUSE AND PAY THE BILLS. MONEY TALKS!! AND IT TALKS TO EVERYONE, THAT'S

WHAT MONEY CAN DO.

BUY JEWELRY, YOU KNOW "BLING BLING " AND SHOES OR EVEN PAY THE HAIR STYLIST, MONEY CAN SOMETIME OVER CONTROL THE BRAN THAT'S

WHAT MONEY CAN DO.

BUY CARS ,YOU KNOW A "PIMPED OUT WHIP" FURNITURE AND BUY A PET, MONEY SOMETIME BUYS ALL THE WRONG INSTEAD OF THE THINGS THAT ARE RIGHT, THAT'S

WHAT MONEY CAN DO.

MONEY IS IN FACT AN IMPORTANT PART IN LIFE AND WE ALL NEED IT TO SURVIVE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE....

$$ MONEY CAN'T DO!!! $$

A REAL MAN TAKES GOOD CARE OF HIS LADY AND ALSO HIS FAMILY..WHEN CARED ABOUT

A REAL MAN WORKS HARD TO PAY THE BILLS

A REAL MAN NEVER CHEATS, OR STEAL FROM HIS LADY OR FAMILY

A REAL MAN NEVER HITS A WOMAN BECAUSE IF A " REAL MAN" HITS A WOMAN HE'S NOT SO A REAL MAN IS HE ?

IM A REAL MAN....

WHEN IM GONE YOU PROBABLY WON'T BE THINKING ABOUT ME, BUT I'LL BE THINKING OF YOU

WHEN IM GONE I'LL HAVE STRONG EMOTIONAL FEELINGS CRYING DEEP INSIDE "OVER YOU" BUT YOU'LL PROBABLY NOT CRY AT ALL

WHEN IM GONE I PROMISE YOU I'LL NEVER GET OVER YOU, BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME OVER WHAT YOU CAN'T HELP

WHEN IM GONE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT WHAT YOU DO

WHEN IM GONE I'LL JUST BE GONE WITH KNOW LIFE , GIRL , KIDS AND NEVER MARRIED BECAUSE I ONLY WANTED TO BE WITH YOU , BUT NOW THAT IM GONE

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE RIGHT HERE...♥

WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE IN LOVE BUT REALLY DON'T KNOW IF IT'S MEANT TO BE BETWEEN THE BOTH OF EACH OTHER

LOVE CALLS...

IT WILL ONLY HIT WHEN THE BOTH HAVE AN FITTED RELATIONSHIP , BEING FAITHFUL NOT LYING OR CHEATING ON ONE ANOTHER

LOVE CALLS...

LOVE IS A STRONG WORD , SO YOU JUST CAN'T THROW IT IN A SENTENCE ,YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED FOR SAYING IT. AND YOU ALSO HAVE TO MEAN IT BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T

LOVE CALLS...

ONCE YOU TWO HAVE SUCCESSFULLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER, I PROMISE YOU IT WILL NEVER LEAVE ONE ANOTHER BECAUSE THE FACT OF YOU TWO HAVING A COMMITMENT AND A UNDERSTANDABLE RELATIONSHIP

LOVE

WILL

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