This isn't who I am.

From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.

Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.

Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.

And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees.

Do I mean what I say? Is it just this disease where I never go home.

Never telling the truth how this life eats away.

Not admitting I'm fake
and I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone?

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.

And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

Just don't tell me this doesn't mean the world,
'cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.

And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

*My name is Mandie my pictures all look the same Pandie*

I'm short and chubby.. but I'm pretty damn cute..

I smoke too much and I LOVE IT That's right I admit it.. I'm a smoker.. It's pretty funny actually considering how much I used to be against it.. I'm an ADULT so I'm allowed to do what ever I want.

I can't live without my cellphone, garlic flavored triscuits, and bayside.

I believe any feelings that I have at any point in time can flawlessly be expressed through bayside lyrics.

I am the most loyal person you will ever meet
You could prolly fall in love with me pretty easily..It's okay I won't hold it against you, it's happened before

I'm just a girl with something to prove Slightly bored and severely confused.

My new addiction is Arbor Mist Blackberry Merlot

I have an extensive collection of t-shirts. Mostly black.... When I do my laundry in a public laundry house I get very strange looks.
I get an irrational amount of satisfaction out of removing stains from clothing when I do laundry.

You will never be able to guess what cd I have playing in my car because I love ALL kinds of music.

I have a daughter that I love very much! She has helped to domesticate me, god lover her for accomplishing an impossible task such as that.

I live in St. Joseph Mo and I pretty much hate it here because it's so far away from my family and friend..s...

I love to watch horror films, anything with zombies in it pretty much gets my rocks off.

I love the smell after a rainstorm.I also love the smell of freshly cut grass.
I love how beautiful god made the earth we live in.

The most beautiful sight to see when the sun is setting

Those would be a few random fun facts about myself. .... and.. I'm done! That's all I needed

I'm not taking this site too seriously. Just having a good ol time.