Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes]'s Profile |
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I'm not your average girl & I'm not planning to be, but sometimes I do wish I was someone's girl |
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| Age: | 22 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | Shelton/ Olympia, Washington |
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| Height: | 5' 7" |
| BodyType: | Slim / Slender |
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| Last Login: | Jun 28, 2008 (547 days back) |
| I am Here For Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking. | |
About Me |
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I'm the right girl... at the wrong time THIS IS MY SHAMELESS CONFESSION I'm weird, I know, but what else could i be? I try to be a good person, but it dosent always work out that way. I'm self hating, but thats ok and try to became smarter then the day before, but usually never get anywhere. I want to find someone wonderful, but always look in the wrong places. I dont need a boy to 'fill an empty place in my heart' but someone to add in to the joy of my life haha, yeah...I'm a (relectant) hopeless romantic. No matter how old I get, I'll always be a kid at heart. I'm lost in this world and most likely will always be lost. I don't eat meat, just deal with it. I'm Buddhist, so please dont shove your bible, in my face. If you respect me, I'll respect you. The boys I like, never like me back. I kid myself thinking that they do, only to get hurt, again. I'm almost always open and say whats on my mind, always. Unless its about how i really feel inside. Thats when I lose my voice and mess things up. Please dont tell me im pretty, because i wont believe you. I never feel pretty or good enough for one. I'm the biggest loner I know, and usually feel like i have no real friends. I DO NOT BELONG ANYWHERE. *please note* Oh, I have depression, I've had it all my life, so I'm a little fucked in the head. *im super loyal to my friends and would do anything for them- they mean the world to me and i put their happiness and well being ahead of all else on earth *i have a horrible gulit compelx and feel that everything is my fault, and it hardly ever is *i dont use Photoshop, im to retarded Current Obsessions: Gothic Lolitas Cupcakes People I've Been Told I Look Like: Audrey Hepburn... Molly Ringwald... ... and Keira Knightly Taurus - Your Love ProfileYour positive traits:You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak. Your negative traits: Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships. If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander... You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset. Your ideal partner: Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you. Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave. A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart. Your dating style: Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant. Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy. Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either. Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time. Tips for the future: Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you. Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best. Ligthen up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions. Best place to meet someone online: American Singles - peek in on how much potential dates make, and what they do for a living. Best color to attract mate: Pale blue Best day for a date: Friday Get your free love profile at Blogthings . |
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My Interests |
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music, pop art, boys hellokitty music gloomy bear skelanimals ugly dolls writing xenophile Tokidoki fake eyelashes animal print 80's big sunglasses vapirology parties huge purses nosocomophobia Egyptology fake diamonds boys myspace cupcakes shows ice cream making appearances mall makeup hairspray ghosts piercings tattoos boys vegitrain sushi world cultures friends graffiti tutus photograhy Underdog Independent Films hateing Bush pirates ninjas IM READY TO BE LOVED AND TO LOVE SOMEONE SPEICAL I cuss alot. I can put saliors to shame. THIS IS MY BROTHER-FROM-ANOTHER-MOTHER, AUSTIN AND WHAT HE THINKS OF ME(better than what i can say): Caitlin is probably the most unique person I've ever known. I've been inspired by her from day one. She strives to be different from everyone else and she likes to voice her opinion when she feels that everyone else has just gone completely stupid. She has a love for culture and the road less traveled. She's always checking out new music and she's a supporter of PETA. Yes indeed, she hates meat with a passion. She once ordered a cheeseburger at McDonald's without the meat. I love having conversations with her and I love to listen to her stories of stupid people and her parents. Be strong Caitlin, you'll be out before you know it! Do You Think I'm Weird Because... I think bats are cute?... or because my parents never bought me a Barbie doll? i got whiplash from a bird? i think that apple juice taste better for the box? because earwax freaks me out? i have panic attacks in hospitables? *i cant stand cheerleaders *sometimes i feel like i have no friends (well, alot of the time really) sleep pandas people who let me be me, black nail polish cuddling hugs (from good, non-creepy people) going to shows (with friends) PETA and PETA2 cutting hair swimming dancing making a fool of myself laughing Shawn Majadoner politcal actisits counterculture Andy Worhal gothic go-go dancers cool hair colors glitter funky/coustom jewerly cherries dancing teenage fairies pink sugar cookies the 4th ave strip(the tag walls in oly, dumpster vaules, rec the place, last word books) my animals Juju (my car) Emily Stange Ruby Gloom the Mighty Moshin' Emo Rangers |
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I'd like to meet:Kimbel says I need a hot vegan guyDylan Moran. Conor Oberst. Nelson Mandela. Kelly Osbourne. Kat Von D. Gwen Stefani. * Basically anyone but assholes.* BUT NO COOKIE CUTTER/ CARDBORED PEOPLE!!! |
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Music:If I couldn't have music I would kill myself... no country or rap. Lately I've been listening... The Vines NOFX Phantom Planet The Ramones BLINK-182 Green Day Bad Religion Dropkick Murphys Nirvana Rancid Fly Leaf Death Cab for Cutie Buzzcocks Motion City Soundtrack Bouncing Souls Horropops Voodoo Glow Skulls anything by Louise Armstrong The Hives Jet Cherry Poppin' Daddys Spoon The Dandy Warhols my buddies in NULL and Ruxton Towers (ps-Lorenzo!!!!!! I so want my "Liberation" cd back!!! You've had it for over a year now!) Hot Water Music Goldfinger Anti-Flag The God Awfuls The Beatels Bob Marley Yeah Yeah Yeahs (even though i sometimes question the size of karen o's ego) The Black Eye Peas The Talking Heads (hehehe, if you konw why, you would laugh too.) The Vandals JOAN JETT The Horrors The Damned Useless I.D. The Misfits Josh Freese Blondie (epp! Debbie Harry!) Apocalypse Hoboken Assorted Jelly Beans MxPx The F-Ups Keane Snow Patrol The Postal Service The Von Bondies Ozma Audio Karate Tsunami Bomb The All-American Rejects Letters to Cleo System of the Down Thrusday My Chemical Romance Matchbox Romance LostProphets Hawthorne Heights Rooney None More Black Alkaline Trio Against Me! The Get Up Kids Rise Against The Ataris Everclear Smashing Pumpkins Anal Cunt No Doubt Metic The Cure Danzig Radiohead Mindless Self Indulgence Taking Back Sunday Coheed and Cambria (but it sounds its best with Roxs!!) Rage Against The Machine the Barenaked Ladies the Dave Matthews Band She Wants Revange Eve 6 The Descendents The Adicts The Damned Die Hunns Garbage Henry Rollins The Nekromantix The Goo-Goo Dolls AFI Distrubed Calabrese Demented Are Go Sub Humans The Cramps Stompin' Mad Bats Astro Zombies Elektraws Skitzo The Polecats Uptown Feature Os Catalepticos Noctural Teds The Deep Eynds Bloodjunkies Die Monster Die Nim Vind Vladmirs Koffin Kats Cancer Slugs The Rosedales Penis Flytrap Rezurez Doomtree Forbidden Dimension Shadow Reichenstein Kill Van Hellsing Plan 9 Gothan Kats Memphis Murder Men Dinah Cancer and the Grave Robbers American Werewolves Gutter Demons Wednesday 13 The Young Werewolves Ripsnorter Ghoul Squad Hellbats Dizzy Gillespie 3 Doors Down G. Love and Special Sauce The A.K.A.s Gatsby's American Dream Weezer Gergory and the Hawk Aqua Armor for Sleep Atreyu Ben Lee Bullet For My Valentine CKY Danger Doom The Stranglers (never a frown... with Golden Brown...) The Streets "Fit, but you know it" THE CLASH did i say the Sex Pistols yet? br I like listen to heavy metal, sometimes if I'm with my friends, because then I get a free histroy leason too. I listen to Marilyn Manson, to prove that his music does NOT promote violence. Rap promotes violence, Oh, and to the little fucker who stole ALL of my cds- I hate you!- sorta, if I knew who you were. EITHER TIME ASSWHOLES! Music= The Love of My Life! |
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Movies:Breakfast at Tiffany's (I love Audery Hepburn) Animal House Pirates of the Carribean Plup Fiction Bolwing for Columbine PLEASE NOTE: Snatch and Wanye's World are highly educational movies! Amelia Run Lola Run Signs The Exorist Tank Girl Underworld Interview with the Vampire Lucky # Sleven Queen of the Damned Friday the 13th Nightmare on Elm Street The Breackfast Club all four Lethal Weapon movies Super Size Me Fahrenheit 9/11 Harold and Kumar go to White Castle A Child's Christmas in Wales The Lost Skeleton of Cavadria Sixteen Candles Bill and Ted Fight Club Pornostar Empire Records The Nightmare Before Christmas Ghost World ZOMBIES!ZOMBIES!!ZOMBIES!!! Party Monster Evil Dead 1 & 2 Army of Darkness Office Space A Christmas Story Garden State The Corpse Bride Finding Neverland The Tale of Two Sisters Old Boy Pria .. |
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Television:Chilly Beach M*A*S*H Fillmore Invader Zim and the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Foster Home for Imaginary Friends Simpsons |
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Books:BOOK NERD Fast Food Nation The Pirates Own Book Dude wheres my Country? anything by Dougals Adams Please, dont kill the Freshman Emily the Strange Emily's Book of Strange Emily's Good Nightmare Emily the Strange Comic Books Beijing Doll Branded (the buying and selling of teenagers) It's Your World- if you dont like it, Change it Ruby Gloom's Keys to Happiness Ruby Gloom's Guide to Friendship Nothing Feels Good Under the Black Flag Kurt Cobain- Journals On the Road Real Ultimate Power: the official ninja book Sex, Drugs and Cocoa Puffs *a low culture manifesto STEAL THIS BOOK A People's History of the United States The Culture of FEAR Kiss This (punk in the present tense) Milk It! The Feminine Mystique Animal Liberation The Perks of being a Wallflower (thank you Robin and Roxann!!) The Fuck-Up Half and Half The Middle Mind Fight Club Nation of Rebals (why counterculture became consumer culture) The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test Go West Young F*cked-Up Chick Hes Just Not That Into You Bohemian Manifesto Please Kill Me Never Cross a Vampire The Goth Bible The Unknow Errors of Our Lives Koolaids: the art of war We got the Neutron Bomb Lipstick Traces (the secret history of the twentieth century) What is Goth? Paint It Black Dharma Punx Fruit Fresh Fruit The Modern Girl's Guide to Life Goth-icky A Clockwork Orange Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Tithe Guitar Girl About A Boy Bridget Jones Dairy The Great Gatsby Sex, Drugs and Rock 'n' Roll The Making of Countercultural Fat Land Snobbery 50 Facts that SHOULD Change the World The Egyptian Book of the Dead Ring The Vampire Encyolopedia Egyptian Religion Egyptian Magic Dracula Pirattitude- So you wanna be a pirate? Anna of Green Gables Up Country So You Want To Be A Rockstar? Rotten Sin City The Gashlycrumb Tinies The Nightmare Before Christmas The Book of Bunny Suicides Return of Bunny Suicides Romones- an American Band A Field Guide to the Urban Hipster The Zombie Surival Guide The Hipster Handbook Food Court Druids, Cherohonkees and Other Creatures Unique to the Republic Sex Tips for Girls The Bad Girls Guide to Getting What You Want The Bad Girls Guide to Getting Presonal Hairstyles of the Damned Pop Impression: Europe/USA PUNK:a definitive Record of a Revoluation Growning Up to Fast We Owe You Nothing The Splendor that was Egypt Rock & Roll Aracheologist The Beauty Myth Tut-Ahkh-Ameh: the Living Image of the Lord Weird Like Us The Straving Artist's Survial Guide What Would Buddha Do? Hip: the history Code of the Samurai Manifesta Born to Buy Hey, Ho Let's Go (the story of the Ramones) Planet Simpsons Everything Is Illuminated Death Makes A Holiday Go To Hell Ink The Substance of Style Poplarica Hollywood Nation The Ways of the Smaurai The Forensics Handbook Freemasons The Smaurai Code For Her Own Good The Bone Lady Pink Think Buddhist Symbols I Want That! Egyptian Legends and Storeis Sneaker Uses for Everyday Things Who's Who in Egyptain Mythology Propaganda and the Public Mind The Tibetan Book of the Dead Wal-Mart: the high cost of low prices A History of Pirates Reefer Madness The Buddha's Apprentices Culture Jam Great Lies to tell Small Kids Da Vinci Code Decoded Faerie Wars Dream World Shaun of the Dead (comic book) Death Jr. The Anti-Valentine's Handbook 50 American Revalutions You Arent Suppost to Know About Vampire Kisses Clubbing Interview with the Vampire Stealing Buddha's Dinner The Melanchology Death of Osyster Boy My So-Called Punk Sit Down and Shut Up The Vampire Lestat Sid Vicious rock'n'roll life In the Fascist Bathroom Breakfast with Tiffany Hypocrite in a Pouffy White Dress Street Pretty The Philosophy of Andy Warhol Gothic & Lolita Popism The Plain Janes Pretty in Punk Hawaiian Magic and Spirituality The Overspent American Zen anything by Edgar Allan Poe Let Fury Have the Hour The Undead and philosphy Just Add Buddha Tales of a Punk Rock Nothing The Tibetan Book of the Dead Hagakure Nickel and Dimed How the Pro-Choice Movement Saved America Shooting to Kill Rotten Audrey Hepburn, an Elegant Sprit CBGB & OMFUG Punk! an A-Z Edie We're Desprerate The Audrey Hepburn Treasure anything by Francesca Lia Block Danergous Angles (Weetzie Bat/ Witch Baby/ Cherokee Bat and the Goat Guys/ Missing Angel Juan/ Baby Be-bop) is my favorite of all and a million more.... Magazines Nylon Bitch Bust Juxtapoz Z!nk Adbusters |
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Heroes:Ok, they're not really "heroes", just cool people... MY BEST FRIEND RYAN ELLIOTT JOHNSON April 12, 1987-January 2, 2002 Audrey Hepburn, John Beluish*, Gahndi(?), Kurt Cobain*, anyone who lives their life their own way, Jonny Deep Buddha Ruby Gloom and Emily the Strange, Sid Vicious*, my grandma, oh and remember everyone I'm Morgan's Idol!!! *minus the whole drug thing .. |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Single |
| Ethnicity: | Other |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Hometown: | Kodiak, Alaska!!!/ Salem, Oregan |
| Religion: | Buddhist |
| Smoker: | No |
| Drinker: | No |
| Children: | Undecided |
| Education: | Some college |
| Occupation: | loser |
| Income: | Less than $30,000 |
My Pictures |
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My Blog |
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Memories of a Ghost |
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| I feel like I knew myself better at 18 then I do now at 22.I was pissed off and angry at the world for all the pain there was and that I couldn't do anything to stop it. I knew where I stood... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 12:15:00 PST |
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Buddha Girl and Jesus Boy |
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| Ok, so I wrote a short story and it would really help me out to have EVERYONES input on it, and yes there are two ends so please tell me which one you like more as well.
Thanks a million!
Ryan.
Buddha... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 03:34:00 PST |
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My Mother Calls Me ’Warhol’ |
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| I feel like i have alot to write, but it turns out i didnt, bummer.
Friends.*le sigh* so tiffany and just about everyone else has moved up to seattle, leaving me by myself down in oly. which kin... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:29:00 PST |
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Tell The World I Quit |
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| Have you ever woken up in the morning and felt totally fine, then at some point everything just seems to fall apart and you feel like you can't do anything?
Well thats what happened today. I got up, f... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 02:28:00 PST |
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Best Akward Childhood Convertion Ever |
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| yeah, but not for the normal reasons...
sex talk with mom- well youre 18, so you can have sex in the house!
(2 days later after my boyfriend came to hang out) mom-ok new rule, no sex while we're in th... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 10:39:00 PST |
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Laughing= Living (and too many YouTube videos) |
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| Robin Williams
(i like the irish part)
Dlyan Moran
Black Books
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For the next hour, consider me dead. |
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| Ok so i feel totally gross, im going to go take a bath- a bath not a shower- like at home. even though as soon as i step into the tub that creepy jumbo spider is going to pounce and attack me.
after ... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 09:10:00 PST |
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you really dont need a blog title at 4:30 in the morning |
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| So, i should be asleep right now, but whatever, im wide awake and feeling like my quirky-akward self. which is totally normal for me. im house sitting too, well more cat sitting then anything. i keep ... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 04:32:00 PST |
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How the fuck do I get mistaken as Billy Corgan?! |
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| so heres the story: im walking past the cingular kisok in the mall and a guy working there says'hey youre in that!'me: noGuy In Kisok: yeah yeah youre in that bandme: noGIK: yeah youre the singer!me: ... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 07:54:00 PST |
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kinda like a cat in heat or something, maybe?... |
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| oh geez i cant believe im even writting this but whatever, so yeah every couple of months or so i get a big urge to kiss someone. i mean really passionatly kiss someone. you know that kind of kiss tha... Posted by Ryan Razorblade [loves cupcakes] on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:31:00 PST |
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