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Love me for who I am... not for what I'm worth... |
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| Age: | 20 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | Mount Airy, Maryland |
| Country: |  United States |
| Height: | 5' 5" |
| Zodiac: |  Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) |
| Last Login: | Jun 14, 2008 (573 days back) |
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About Me |
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Web ♥FREE♥ ;) hey, my name is erica and I am GREAT at HTML, CSS, FireWorks (Photoshop), Dreamweaver, some Macromedia Flash, and EVERYTHING a website OR LAYOUT needs...and LAYOUTS i do for FREE and for FUN!! I CUSTOM MAKE MOST EVERYTHING I DO... ♥remove the top banner♥ ♥-NEW-♥ ♥add a new banner up top with your name in flash text like I had...♥ ♥Customize Pictures Page♥ ♥layouts ♥ ♥DIV layouts (like i have)♥ ♥skinny profile ♥ ♥cool picture slide shows♥ ♥music players (ANY playlist)♥ ♥radio players ♥ ♥glitter text (ANYTHING)♥ ♥falling objects (ANYTHING)♥ ♥dancing lines♥ ♥resize page ♥ ♥cursors ♥ ♥resize pictures ♥ ♥just flat out fix your page ♥ ♥erase logo and banner codes ♥ ♥resize friends and comment pictures♥ ♥center entire profile♥ ♥image rollovers (ANYTHING LITERALLY)♥ ♥enhance any picture and/or add moving sparkles, hearts, etc. ♥ ♥add banner/image above profile/below Ad (ANTHING)♥ ♥backgrounds (ANTHING LITERALLY)♥ ♥contact buttons (ANTHING LITERALLY)♥ ♥contact tables (ANTHING LITERALLY)♥ ♥scrollbar ♥ ♥scrollbox ♥ ♥drop-down list ♥ ♥drop-down menu (CUSTOM TO WHAT YOU WANT OF COURSE)♥ ♥extended network (ANTHING LITERALLY)♥ ♥comment box (ANTHING LITERALLY)♥ HOPE TO HEAR FROM YA... ♥PEACE♥ |
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♥---------Contact-Me---------♥ ♥---------------------------♥ A Little About Me... ♥I am erica ann eggleston♥ ♥I am 19 and a sophmore in college. I get good grades and have a strong drive for learning.♥ ♥My future plan is to become a web designer.♥ ♥I live in maryland----gayest place on earth...♥ ♥I am definitely weird and crazy (when I'm not sad)♥ ♥Alyssa is my bestest friend in the whole world!♥ ♥i love to sing. especially when im driving in my car... i also love to write songs♥ ♥I am very nice, I believe I am even too nice lol... I seem to get along with everyone and love talking to everyone♥ ♥I hate people who judge others, for I hate to be judged♥ ♥I hate girls, the ones who are all stuck up and fake and think they own the universe... ♥ ♥My favorite color is pink♥ ♥I am a very creative, artistic, intellectual type of person♥ ♥I love to write poetry cuz im good at it lol... I hate poetry that doesn't rhyme♥ ♥I love music and art... without them, i'd die!! lol♥ ♥I have many problems lol- for example: Bipolar disorder, ADD, OCD,and Anxiety. ♥ ♥I am very intelligent and somehow carry a strong drive for learning. Yes, im the nerd that kinda likes school...♥ ♥i have taught myself html... I find it fun how you can create something so prettyfull from some stupid, annoying ass codes... don't ask... i love to make layouts for people...its like a little project for me everytime! lol♥ ♥I also like to read sometimes, mostly about people in the same type situations I am in, only those who have it worse so I can feel like I got it good, or at least better...♥ ♥Overall... I'm supposedly "the weirdest, but coolest chick [you'll] ever [meet]"...♥ THIS ACTUALLY, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, DESCRIBES ME BETTER THAN I COULD LOL: WHAT MY NAME, ERICA, MEANS.... You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. My Mind's Betrayl words are far too vague to describe the thoughts in my mind that are increasingly effacing all of my dignity and pride this mind i can't control became the owner of my thoughts that are making me feel worthless blasphemous and distraught the catalyst of my pain and the adversary of my sorrow the influence of my prayers begging God for no tomorrow my mind augments distain for myself and for my life it steals my effervescence and it's killing me inside ambiguous of the reason as to why my mind is torturing me but it's thoughts are now insiting that only in heaven I'll find relief It's so hard, but it's okay It's so hard to be so far from you I want so bad to make it through My heart just wants to break in two Without you By my Side My heart hasn't lost one beat for you I've never known a love so true You're my world, just wish you knew Your heart Is Where I reside And when we fight, I get so scared Afraid one day, you won't be there Like you could leave without a care You can do Better Than me But then I think about those times When it was us, just you and I And all the things I felt inside I know We're meant To be It feels so good to know you're mine When I'm alone, I know I'm fine Though you're not here, you're in my life and that's assurance enough You have my heart and I have yours And I could never ask for more Together we'll make it through any storm nothing can defeat our love Stuck Inside This Girl Who Is Stuck Inside of Me I'm continuously breaking Wasting away with time Whats the point of living If I'm already dead inside? Scattered on the floor Lie the ruins of my soul The essence of a girl You will never get to know God I am pleading Begging for your hand Maybe you just can't hear me From all the way up there Please tell me I'm just dreaming And that everything's OK That my life still has meaning And smiles do touch my face Were you too among the world That slipped away from me? Cant you tell I'm not the girl That I once used to be? Im Yearning to get away Yearning to get me back Running in all directions Dont know where the hell I'm at Disconnected from the world Losing all stability Disconnected from this girl Who I once thought was me Goodbye Home Time to leave Say goodbye Memories Flood my eyes Leave behind All I've known Deceiving smiles My "some-what" home My tears, they fall Unrepressed I know I'm strong , But what comes next? Shut the door Turn to go Say no more But goodbye home I've Tried Repeatedly breaking when I'm already crushed I've tried escaping but the roads are too rough These roads, they twist like the knife in my back I've tried every wish but my life's unsurpassed I can't turn back time's released its hold and just like that It let me go I've tried to hold on but every finger's slipped I've even tried God but he found me worthless I've tried to be tough but I'm quickly losing faith I'm about to give up I've about tried everything So, in the end what is the point? live and pretend I'm not destroyed? I've tried and I've tried so what happens next I've cried and cried till there was nothing left I am drained and I am empty completely dead inside don't waste your time on me believe me, I've already tried. |
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Poetry
Bleeding all of my innocence Crumbling till there's nothing left Suffering more with every breath Please save me From Myself... Her voice echoes inside my mind Piercing chills run down my spine Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide She finds me Someway And somehow... Silencing every scream Haunting every one of my dreams Repressing my escape from her world so obscene Get me out Of this girl Inside me... I am trapped in her pouring rain Forced to suffer cold showers of pain Flooded my soul, now she's wearing my name Wake me up From Reality... Goodbye I guess you decided to call it quits when you started to treat me like shit I've had enough, I can't deal with it you've had your shot and oh boy did you miss you can take it back, the things you said but I won't forgive and I won't forget you finally pushed me over the edge goodbye boy I'm done with this mess didnt work out the way we thought it would just want you to know you lost something good if you try to come back then you've misunderstood don't need the abuse, I refuse to stay put it was you who changed, don't blame it on me you used to be there when I was in need but lately you've just been watching me bleed stabbing me deeper with every scream im so over it, my tears have run dry all my feelings for you, somehow have died so i guess this is it, time to say goodbye time to let you go, put our "love" behind I cant comprehend how our love turned to hate and that mouth of yours, I can't tolerate you have said enough to devastate apparently we're on a different page it baffles me how we've come so far how just like that you can break my heart your words make it easy to be apart I'm walking away without one scar have no idea how you've come to think that I will stay no matter what it brings but I have much more respect for me and what we had has become obscence so screw it all, I'm done with you you are gone, yeah we are through I bet you're lost, don't know what to do well how about this, fuck you too. Dear God dear God, I'm so sorry for all the sins I've made and if I could take everything back I'd give anything the pain's just not worth it, this punishment you gave I'll be good, just take it back, take this agony away I pray to you often, pretty much all the time doesn't seem like you're listening and it's on you who I rely so what am I to do if i can't even find that hill to climb? dear God, will I get through this? is there any chance I'll survive? Survive this pain I am suffering and this anguish I endure fight this bitch inside my head and what she has in store dear God, can you hear me? can't you see I'm badly torn? I've had enough, about to give up, I can't do this anymore I'm tired of living lifeless, living this nightmare sick of being unhappy and done with being scared in my mind, my life, my dreams, this girl is everywhere can't say the same for you, God, because you were never there. UNTITLED AND UNFINISHED It’s hard to think that you’re ok When all is done and gone away I wish you well, I wish you’d stay Don’t say goodbye to yesterday It hurts too bad to turn around Watch the life I knew crash down I want to stay, I want to get out I’m lost in what I can’t live without God, Send Me An Angel God send me an angel or a miracle or two break these chains restraining eternity with you So sick and so tired of dealing with this pain living life undesired standing alone in the rain I fight it, I face it somehow i never win I'm tired and wasted so exhausted within I pray to you a lot at least five times a day and not once have you God ever offered me a change It makes me wonder, and it makes me think when im falling under am I just going to sink? Nobody can cure me Nobody but you and it seems ur doing poorly helping me make it through am I asking for too much? can this project not be fixed? has the anguish just begun? because I'm about to call it quits Now the least you could do is give me the strength to give my life to you rid myself from all the pain I hope you can hear me and I hope that you care I hope you can feel me feel the agony I bear maybe then you'll know the cruelty I face and you'll want to take me home take me to a better place Just Go Away… vibrations of fear no space to breathe choking on tears I'm suffocating feeling so scared scared for my life though I'd never dare to pick up the knife it feels that my mind is about to spill over she and I collide each day it's getting colder somebody sedate me take away this pain I think I'm going crazy she's making me insane tired of being stuck inside the girl inside of me all I'll ever want is just for her to leave she comes and she goes but the agony, it stays i take every blow but the scars, they remain everyone can tell they can see it in my face know I've been through hell they know I'm not the same I just want me back the girl who I once was that is all I ask am I asking for too much? I'm finding it hard putting up with the pain I'm falling apart slowly digging my grave the days, they pass each one too alike I have lost track barely know day from night I am far too numb too numb to even care I've been like this so long just drowning in despair I think my time is up that it's time for her to go been this way long enough now I want to be left alone when will she go away just leave me to myself? take with her the scars she made and make her way to hell? UNFINISHED.. UNTITLED AND UNFINISHED… I know that you don’t want to stay So just give up and walk away You’re not worth my time of day Without you I’ll be fine I wish you well with all you do Sorry that I meant nothing to you Don’t worry, I can make it through Without you by my side ALL POEMS WRITTEN BY: ERICA ANN EGGLESTON |
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Music:♥--- Music-is-lovely ---♥ ♥----------------------------♥ |
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Heroes:My baby boy, Travis ;) |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | In a Relationship |
| Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Hometown: | Hagerstown |
| Religion: | Christian - other |
| Smoker: | Yes |
| Drinker: | No |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | Some college |
| Occupation: | Web Designer |
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I have always had a strong belief in the philosophy that people learn from their mistakes. With my massive amounts of curiosity, I found it to be true for me. I learn best from personal... Posted by erica ann on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 08:12:00 PST |
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The Hell I Went Through... |
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| The Hell I Went Through My Story2005-2006From My Diary
Bleeding all of my innocence..
Crumbling till there's nothing left
Suffering more with every breath
Please save meFromMyself...
Her voic... Posted by erica ann on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 05:44:00 PST |
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alyssa., Kristina, Elizabeth, (a)manda, Becca D, Trisha, Chalupster [[wont fall so hard]], ☠ Moe Evil ☠, Ernesto, ROYBOY PROMOTIONS, mike, Midnight Toker, ~♥Abby♥~, T.O.N.Y G@T1LLO, denzwithme, Black Magic™ (iProduce), jolenee!$, art, Top Notch Karas (Ka-Ross), Troy MacCubbin, Shafy, Spiceboymike, "Jericho", *<3 <3 <3 <3*, jtask, My Place-->Your Space™, **~Lexxxi~**, Shane, The Irish Mafia, Bianca 4.5k, THA GENERAL!! SALUTE ME OR SHOOT ME!!!!, THA MOMENT OF TRUTH SOON !! HOSTED BY B.PALMA, JT, Joey, the duke, Dingalingswing.com, PITBULL, DynamiteHands.com, SINGLES - Thursday Nites, Sanella =]
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