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There can be nothing more between us cuz if ur not there for me emotionally you're nothin but a peni |
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| Age: | 22 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | en todo, California |
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| Height: | 5' 5" |
| BodyType: | Athletic |
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| Last Login: | Jun 29, 2008 (557 days back) |
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About Me |
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| THE COMMERCIAL .... yeah you seen me!!! MAKE SURE YOU VOTE!!!! http://flavoroflovecasting.com/people/HotteeAshlee AIM xashleecurtisx STATS: Weight: 125 Height: 5 feet 5 inches Chest: 34 D Waist: 25 inches Hips: 35 inches Hometown: Oakland, CA ABOUT Name: Ashlee Curtis Birthday: 2/15/84 Birthplace: oakland Current Location: santa cruz Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'4" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: polish and black american The Shoes You Wore Today: my favorite royal blue pumas Your Weakness: men Your Fears: falling Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: this $80,000 piece of paper Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ... Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes Your Best Physical Feature: my smile Your Bedtime: when my eyes start to burn Your Most Missed Memory: high school with my girls Pepsi or Coke: wild cherry pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: Mc D's chicken BK's beef Single or Group Dates: group Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: arizona Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: latte Do you Smoke: only when out the country Do you Swear: like a sailor Do you Sing: not to loudly Do you Shower Daily: sometimes twice Have you Been in Love: of course Do you want to go to College: not any more Do you want to get Married: sometimes Do you belive in yourself: not today Do you get Motion Sickness: in cars, trains, and planes Do you think you are Attractive: i try not to Are you a Health Freak: yes...but i still eat fried chicken and cheese pizza Do you get along with your Parents: when i'm not around them Do you like Thunderstorms: when im in the house with someone else Do you play an Instrument: piano In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course In the past month have you Smoked: nope In the past month have you been on Drugs: ibruprofen, tylenol, nyquil In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes In the past month have you gone to a Mall: of course In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes In the past month have you been on Stage: no....sadly In the past month have you been Dumped: no...never have In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ummmmm....dont remember Ever been Drunk: of course Ever been called a Tease: of course Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: in my sleep What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i have no idea What country would you most like to Visit: italy's next, brazil, egypt In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: light Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter Short or Long Hair: short...please Height: 5'9" and up Weight: 150 and up Best Clothing Style: relaxed....tightened up hip hop Number of Drugs I have taken: i have only tried 2 illegal substances Number of CDs I own: who knows Number of Piercings: 5 Number of Tattoos: 3 Number of things in my Past I Regret: dont want to think about it It's too bad that I had dreams of us being so much And now i have awaken..... screaming... dripping in sweat... It's too bad that YOU LISTEN to the words that come out of my mouth when it is so much more important that YOU HEAR the message i am trying to communicate to you It's too bad that you find me so weak when so many look to me for my strength That you see me unfit......that you doubt my abiity When so much of my energy has gone into solving everyone elses problems That you would tell me I have issues.... when you know that they are my constant struggle That maybe you feel your contribution is to keep tabs on my insecurities and just when I think I have conquered one my life is somehow improved by your reminder of the rest it's over now because not being strong enough to laugh at you would be proving there is truth to your accusations of my weakness YOUR GOAL: figure out why attack is your first line of defense "Find you a man who is all about elavating and motivating the positive within you." (thanks krystal) TIME TO GET RID OF ANY ASPECT OF MY LIFE NOT CONTRIBUTING POSITIVE ENERGY..... YOU TOLD ME TO THINK.... and now i over analyze YOU TOLD ME TO FEEL... and now i'm too sensitive YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS "BORING AND RESERVED".... and i realized you just don't know me 8 April 2006 COLLEGE DEGREE: knowledge free of wisdom INFATUATION: the heart briefly dipped in happiness LOVE: the heart soaked in pain HAPPINESS: realization of sadness AWARENESS: anger FAMILY: unbearable weight and obligation FRIENDS: avid supporters of insecurity and unjustified judgement PARENTS: molders of an untrue identity SATISFACTION: surrender DEATH: constant reminder of the absence of appreciation LIFE: constant reminder of guilt DISSAPOINTMENT: knowledge of life's imperfections; truth STRANGERS: perfect company WEALTH: sociatal definition of success SUCCESS: acheivement of constant, irreversible happiness ALCOHOL: a temporary solution to a permanent problem SUICIDE: a permanent solution to a temporary problem Thanks John for helping me realize I was lost Thanks Tyranny for bringing me back PERFECT CONVERSATION It starts with your eyes...their calming effect Then with the words your mouth softly ejects The stress and the tension...they slowly fade and the smile once present again relaid my lungs and my heart groove to a slower rhythm My arms start to ache...just to have you within them We are now engaged in this perfect converstion Releasing our souls without hesitation You slice through my mind with perfect precision Releasing my all...though maybe not your intention I hand out my baggage...no guilt nor regret as if you were waiting with hands outstretched Your thoughts fill my mind to complete saturation Satifying my black education infatuation And though i'm impressed with your knowledge and wit I can't shake the thought of the taste of your lips Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* What Kind of Seducer Are You? Try the BEST MySpace Editor at MySpace Toolbox ! |
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TALK TO ME!!!! .. Beginning of meebo me widget code. Want to talk with visitors on your page? Go to http://www.meebome.com/ and get your widget! -- LOVE my heart's infected with the love you injected my life redirected to feelings not ready to be reasurected a happiness so very unexpected and a sadness no longer neglected 'cause with every smile a tear and every security a fear so Monday I can't complain but Tuesday she gets in the way so Wednesday I won't answer my phone but Thursday I can't wait for you to get home 'cause Friday you'll give it to me all day long so that Saturday we'll spend getting along 'til Sunday, 2 am, your phone starts to ring things are just never as good as they seem but no matter what your lips say or your hands might do I look into your eyes it's simple i love you CAN I BE HONEST You told me how you felt, but I know that you faked it And now there's a thin line between love it and hate it The power you emit I just can't escape it But I'm standing at that line and I plan to face it You told me that our love would be too complicated But you didn't let me know we just wouldn't make it And somehow I'm confused, I thought you would have waited Cuz now you're out my life, your "good-byes" belated And if I can be honest, you didn't have to say it Cuz without all your talk of love I still would have gave it It really wasn't your body, but your soul I tasted That had me all strung out and infatuated Now our only communication through the phone is jaded Cuz my angry, bitter heart tears through the conversation I only want to hear about how great your day is But the calm sound in your voice so simply takes it You say you been in town, and now you're LAin' it There's no longing in your tone cuz your feelings have faded So now I'm just a friend, and I'm not okay with it You might have forgotten, but I live everyday with it I listened to your songs, even cried when you played it And I promise to support you until the day you have made it For that little bit of happiness that my life was laced with But I'll never understand how your heart, I misplaced it music keeps me moving FAVORITE QUOTES: "...didn't sign me so I signed myself..." Artist J Myers "I don't suck dick...I just look good...." Artist April D "It's no love, no kisses no hugs, how you fall in love with a slut..." Artist A2 CHANGE Changing because you were caught doesn't make you honest... Changing because you were forced to confess and now live under watchful eyes, doesn't make you fixed.... Change because you can't live being who you are... And change alone. BIOLOGY BARBIES |
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I'd like to meet:FIND HIM FOR ME: He handed her 12 roses. 11 real. 1 fake. He said i'll love you until the last one dies..12:53 So before we go ahead and get this thing started Before I jump in truly open hearted you have to promise me you'll never lie, cheat, or steal and try to be honest to the best of your will cause another heart shared in another heart broken thats the risk you take when you leave yourself open and if I'm so lucky as to have finally found love he who cherishes my life and puts me above then its worth being up alone with this pen fighting sleep, my feelings, this blunt, and this gin |
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Music:And the closer we become the more she gravitatingheiUntil we buckle down and there is no escaping Now it typically became an everyday thing Regularly, physically communicating sexually, scientifically penetrating |
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Books:The Poisonwood Bible |
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Heroes:I Love You Daddy 9.4.43-12.4.04 ME AND MOMMY |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Single |
| Ethnicity: | Other |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Hometown: | Oakland, CA |
| Smoker: | No |
| Drinker: | No |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | College graduate |
| Occupation: | PRINCESS |
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| One morning you wake up and you realize that the whole entire world has failed you. And you are not mad for the unhappiness. You knew from the start that you would never be happy. It is the sadn... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 08:05:00 PST |
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| On my birthday when you made me a statisticA power undeniably sadisticYou forced your hatred inside of me again and again and again and again and again and againNo conscience of beginning or endJust a... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Wed, 28 May 2008 04:14:00 PST |
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drunk, momma |
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| You just cant smile thru the happiness that you have if that is not the honestly you recieved. Sun might look like day but its steady decline tells you other dark will come in betwee these joyous stru... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:22:00 PST |
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| i love youi wake up with your happiness wrapped around mebubble wrap that bounces away the badbecause nothing matters when i know i have youi feel you when youre not inside mesmell you when you are no... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:12:00 PST |
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| I gave you everything,Every single part of meMind, body, spirit, soul,I loved you 'til I lost control.And all that time you spent buyin'Tryin' to find the man inside yaI was standin' here right beside... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 05:20:00 PST |
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| heart beat I love you, Because you love music Not just the beat heard, but you feel the words And you think about the world. You take each day for what it is; A repetitious up and down that we... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:30:00 PST |
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Flavor of Love |
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| Yes you saw me on TV, but please remember what TV really is. And take it for what it really is. I am not living on a couch, broke in LA, trying to get into Flavor Flaves house. Ok, I am broke, l... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 03:19:00 PST |
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I Blame the Ex |
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| Tired of the What's your name? and How's your head game? Well who are you? And what do you do? He's into real estate, says he raps, And got 9 inches in his pants But none of that really matters wh... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 07:34:00 PST |
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my hearts infectedwith the love you injectedmy life redirected to feelings not ready to be reasurecteda happiness so very unexpectedand a sadness no longer neglected'causewith every smile a teara... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 04:35:00 PST |
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unfinished love babble |
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| my eyes burn as my world blurs i drop the phone completely alone breathe this tearless sadness like the smile-less gladness of our passionless madness you kicked down my ego and smashed through my hea... Posted by www.ashleecurtis.com on Sat, 12 May 2007 03:29:00 PST |
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