I am the master of self-sabotage. I'm temperamental. I tend to be in a constant state of worry. If I am relaxed, it's because something hasn't bothered me yet. My mind's always working - ask anyone who knows me very well and they'll tell you that I've got a million ideas flying through my head. I may seem cold but it's only because I'm shy and I'm kind of working on the "warming up to people" thing. I like meeting genuine and sincere people and have had the great fortune of doing so. I listen to a lot of boring music and like to focus on a part in a song that I might not have noticed before. I'll listen to it on repeat for an hour and fall asleep in some cases. I consider myself more of a writer and an artist. I'm always buried in some kind of reading material. I always look for an easier way to make something instead of paying a ridiculous price for it. My dreams are a clusterfuck of events that involve lots of strange times and intuition and they tend to haunt me during my days and nights.