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| Age: | 20 years old |
| Sex: | Male |
| Location: | El Cajon, California |
| Country: |  United States |
| Last Login: | Jul 21, 2009 (161 days back) |
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About Me |
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| "It seemed like a damn futile business to keep on living. No more tutors - high school next September which would probably be a devilish bore, since one couldn't be as free and easy as one had been during brief snatches at the neighbourly Slater Avenue school...Oh hell! Why not slough off consciousness altogether?...The whole life of man was a mere cosmic second -so I couldn't be missing much. The method was the only trouble. I didn't like messy exits, and dignified ones were hard to find. Really good poisons were hard to get -those in my chemical laboratory (I reestablished this institution in the basement of the new place) were crude and painful. Bullets were spattery and unreliable. Hanging was ignominious. Daggers were messy unless one could arrange to open a wrist in a bowl of warm water -and even that had its drawbacks despite good Roman precedent. Falls from a cliff were positively vulgar in view of the probable state of the remains. Well what tempted me most was the warm, shallow reed-grown Barrington River down the east shore of the bay. I used to go there on my bicycle and look speculatively at it. (That summer I was always on my bicycle wishing to be away from home as much as possible since my abode reminded me of the home I had lost). How easy it would be to wade among the bushes and lie face down in the warm water till oblivion came. There would be a certain gurgling or choking unpleasantness at first, but it would soon be over. Then, the long, peaceful night of non-existence... What I had enjoyed from the mythical start of eternity till the 20th of August 1890. More and more I looked at the river on drowsy sun-golden summer afternoons. I liked to think of the beauty of the sun and blue river and green shores and distant white steeple as enfolding me at the last -it would be as if the element of mystical cosmic beauty were dissolving me, and yet certain elements -notably scientific curiosity and a sense of world drama- held me back. Much in the universe baffled me, yet I knew I could pry the answers out of books if I lived and studied longer. Things have learned to walk that ought to crawl." - Rudimentary Peni My names really Andy. Im 20. I'm closed minded about people being closed minded. I am a Cannabis Connoisseur, not a stoner.Im obsessed with Rudimentary Peni, but i will listen to anything. I play bass, drums, and guitar. Im working on making a solo album, recording and all. i play a good amount of video games, especially gears of war. I have a beautiful girlfriend named Elisia. I love Buckethead. I moved to El Cajon from Oceanside, and finally got my own place. I work as the manager at little caesars.i hate the people at school, around me, at work, on the streets, especially republicans; i basically hate everyone, especially degenerates to me, which applies to most people i see. im starved for power, and im better than everybody but Brittany, Elisia, Cahnan, and Brandon (if your not on the list its because im better than you) |
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My Interests |
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I'd like to meet:NICK BLINKO, BUCKETHEAD, Gene Hoglan, Richard Nixon, Al Pacino, Robert Dinero, Heath Ledger |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | In a Relationship |
| Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Hometown: | El Cajon |
| Smoker: | Yes |
| Drinker: | Yes |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | In college |
| Occupation: | manager |
My Blog |
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i let my friend die |
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| i let my one my best friends die;and i couldnt be happier. yet people insist on keeping her alive. how can people be so selfish. shes dead; stop being greedy and let her stay dead, she would've liked ... Posted by on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 10:59:00 GMT |
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