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 Kirk's Profile |
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Desire is both our Existence and our Curse... |
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| Age: | 19 years old |
| Sex: | Male |
| Location: | Jessup, MARYLAND |
| Country: |  United States |
| Height: | 0' 0" |
| Zodiac: |  Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) |
| Last Login: | May 21, 2008 (142 days back) |
About Me |
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| Favorite Quote: "You disbelieve in Ghosts and God - because you have not seen them? What! You have never seen the mocking ghosts of your beliefs?- the Laughing Bedlam of your humility or Mammon - your grotesque Ideas of "self"? Yeah, your most courageous Lies are Gods! Who is the Slayer of your Gods - but a God!" ~ Austin Osman Spare Dreams in Life : Just wanted to say hi to all my Myspace friends!!! ^_^ Hehe, well lets see I haven't really done anything spectacular yet in my life but I have set goals for it in the future, haha. My dream goal or job in life is to own successful clubs and theatres and to revive the occult/spiritualism in modern society. I find my influences evolve around the "original" Order of the Golden Dawn and how they performed some of their esoteric rituals through theatre performances. I also find inspiration through adapts like Austin Osman Spare who opened new ideas within the occult community by blending occult spirituality with art. I hope to someday to heighten the status of spirituality in this world some day and to bring back old teachings, and help bring about more unbelievable adapts like Aleister Crowley, Austin Spare, Andrew Chumbley, Kenneth Grant, etc. as we need more adapts like them in this world. This is what I feel I was put in this world to do and because it is my dream I will put my whole being into making this happen! ^_^ I know, its pretty weird for a child to want this but I always wanted to revive spirituality or at least spiritual thinking; to make people realize that they are spiritual creatures and not some social/religious sheep. TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Kirk (Not telling my last) :P Birthday: September 26, 1988 (I'm born in the year of the dragon.) :D Birthplace: Hawaii and all over the place Current Location: It won't be so current when this year is up. Eye Color: Beautiful Brown Eyes Hair Color: Black Height: 5'8", but I'm still growing, lol Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed, but I try using my left Your Heritage: My blood is this world's blood, my race is the mixture of other people's race, but if any you can say Inca is my family's origin The Shoes You Wore Today: What shoes, I like to go barefoot. I like the feel of the grass between my toes. Your Weakness: Wouldn't you like to know Your Fears: You don't need to know that... Your Perfect Pizza: Hmm, I don't really eat pizza all that much... Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Ohh, I know; not killing myself in this stupid state Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: If anything, I just say bye Thoughts First Waking Up: Ahh, damn not again Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes Your Bedtime: Its hard for me to sleep, but I usually just go whenever Your Most Missed Memory: I don't have any missed memory, I have a pretty bad memory block Pepsi or Coke: I can't really tell the difference... MacDonalds or Burger King: I don't like MacDonalds or Burger King, but I guess I'll go with Burger King Single or Group Dates: Single, I think group dates are weird Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Umm, I guess both... Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla, to much chocolate makes me sick. :( Cappuccino or Coffee: Both :) Do you Smoke: Now, no Do you Swear: I'm trying to stop, but people keep pissing me off. :( Do you Sing: Privatley, not even my most closest friend has heard me sing, and I'll keep it at that. Do you Shower Daily: Of course! Have you Been in Love: That's funny, I don't believe in love Do you want to go to College: I don't know, I just want to leave... Do you want to get Married: Also don't know... Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes, but people keep hurting me Do you get Motion Sickness: Lol, of course not. :D Do you think you are Attractive: I'm whatever you want me to be... ;) Are you a Health Freak: Somewhat, but I don't think I'm a health freak, I just eat healthy Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes... Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, thunderstorms are like voices from the heavens whispering for me to come out side. Do you play an Instrument: No, not yet In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah, I need to slow down In the past month have you Smoked: nope, or maybe??? In the past month have you been on Drugs: yep, but it was for astral work In the past month have you gone on a Date: No, and I'm glad because I always end up dating the wrong type of person, you know the girl who looks all pretty and then after awhile she seems to go crazy. In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yep, and my money is all gone :( In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, but I'm wanting some right now. In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yep, I love sushi and seafood In the past month have you been on Stage: No, I get stage fright so easily... :P In the past month have you been Dumped: Ha no, I do the dumping In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Ahh no, but thinking about it some day. In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yes, your heart, I'm just that sneaky Ever been Drunk: Yeah, so many times, I need to Ever been called a Tease: yeah Ever been Beaten up: Lol, no Ever Shoplifted: Only when I feel bored and just want to stick it to the man. How do you want to Die: Oh, I want to die in a glorious way. What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be happy What country would you most like to Visit: I'll like to see Egypt or Italy In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Jade Green, but it doesn't matter; Your expression and emotion that comes from your eyes is all that means something. Favourite Hair Color: Black, but I don't really care Short or Long Hair: It doesn't matter Height: A littler smaller than me or I'm okay if a little taller, haha Weight: Average Best Clothing Style: Something exotic/alluring Number of Drugs I have taken: Hmm, trying to remember Number of CDs I own: A lot Number of Piercings: Zero Number of Tattoos: Ohh, I'm planning on having one soon, its going to look beautiful on my back Number of things in my Past I Regret: Some, but we can't change whatever has happened in the past, you're just going to have to deal with it day by day. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! .. |
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My Interests |
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Likes : - Occult Antiquity - Books (On various subjects) - Theology - Philosophy - Electronics & Gadgets - Internet - Music (anything that's good) - Movies (Drama, Action, Horror, Mystery, Comedy) - Nice People ^_^ - Food (Especially Thai Food) - Traveling - Money - Clothes (CyberDog, Godemperor23, Sean John, etc.) - Animals - Health Foods - Raves - Night Clubs - Myspace Dislikes : - Hammond High School - Beats (the vegetable) - Most punk bands on MTV - Reality shows with stupid people in them - Ignorant people/Stupid people - Greasy Foods - People who mistreat animals - Awkward Conversations Meg's Poem : Ashes Ashes Rust to rust A thorn I thrust Inside you I ruin and despise Everything beautiful You are inside The music of crushing bones Breaking teeth Symphony of the taste you left behind Breaking away This resurection of mine Cursed Blood black evil Naked china bone white Tangled in knives A prison cell within Everytime I touch you Slicing a little bit deeper The distance that has become alive Dies I echo the sound of panic thickening in the night air I repair Stitching petals of innocence Pink tender glaze A delicacy within Heavens only tears Quietly draining, I feed Waiting for the hum to subside I watch you bleed. Jezebel.2005 This poem is from a caring friend of mine; beautiful inside and out. My youthful heart will always remain close to the beautiful words of my Jezebel. Will always remain in love with this woman's heart... ~ Kirk Poem by Meg : Wandering clouds circle her waiting for the night to reflect in her eyes home is in the darkness of her midnight her pupils dilate her voice crackles in the cold stinging her tongue gray gray sky....why do you follow me tonight? she remembers every wish he has forgotten the sky replies look beyond the sea of sleeping minds past the crescent moon of howling wolves see the flowers of a thousand hearts bloom it seems to be raining as far as she can see not a crack of light glowing upon the thunderous seas she hears a song deep within it is the voice of the sun he sings so clear :::open your eyes little one::: she inhales the dreams of sunsets past she sings with him radiantly remembering his song together they banish the night from the shadows she is reborn. "If you cannot understand this primal script of magick - swallow the whole damn book: then you will obtain astonishing results." Austin Osman Spare "...there are beings of intelligence and power of a far higher quality than anything we can conceive of as human; that they are not necessarily based on the cerebral and nervous structures that we know, and that the one and only chance for mankind to advance as a whole is for individuals to make contact with such Beings."~ Aleister Crowley |
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I'd like to meet:OccultForums/Myspace- Lady Hydralisk (Naomi) - Tengu (Greg) - Rin Daemoko (Ryan) - Meg (Myspace) - Laura (Myspace) - Elizabeth (Myspace) - Ashnook - Whimsy - Lynne - Nanamin But, I would like to see all my myspace friends!!! Cain and Abel: Oil on canvas, 198 x 147 cm Galleria Nazionale d'Arte Antica, Rome |
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Music:My favorite bands and artists are :
These are a few artists that I like but I enjoy many different bands in various genres. ^_^ |
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Movies:Badlands 1973 (An old favorite)Terrence Malick's startlingly accomplished debut feature was inspired by the Charles Starkweather and Caril-Ann Fugate murders of the late-1950s. Martin Sheen plays Kit, a 25-year-old trash man who walks with a James Dean swagger. When he first meets the innocent 15-year-old Holly (Sissy Spacek), he falls head over heels in love with her. Her father (Warren Oates), an overprotective widower, will not allow the relationship to blossom, even after Kit informs him of his decent intentions. This refusal sparks Kit into action, triggering a brutal killing spree across the Midwest. All the while, Holly is there by Kit's side, to witness the senseless crimes and ponder her uncertain future. OLD BOY |
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Television:What's better than to watch a television show that goes into the view of psychology and the perversion of beauty. ^_^ |
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Books:Of course Lives of the Mayfair Witches are one of my top favorite books ever. Desert Sin: "Desert Sin's objective is to weave narratives through movement while embracing the beautiful & grotesque within ourselves, drawing every witness deep into the spectacle of the worlds we reveal." ~ Philosophy of Sin |
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Heroes:
Narcissus was the son of the river god Cephisus and the nymph Liriope . When Narcissus was born, Tiresias (a seer ) was asked if the child would live a long life. Tiresias replied "If he never knows himself". As a handsome youth he left a trail of broken hearts from rejected lovers of both sexes. Narcissus wanted nothing to do with falling in love from anyone and rebuffed all attempts at romance. His cruelty to Echo was not the only instance. Finally, the nymphs offered a prayer that he might feel what it was to love and meet no return of affection. "So may he himself love, and not gain the thing he loves" Narcissus, upon finding an image of himself in a pool then fell in love with himself and, not being able to find consolation, he died of thirst at the pool, for if Narcissus had reached to take a drink, he would have shattered his own image into thousands of pieces. It is said that Narcissus still keeps gazing on his image in the waters of the river Styx . [4] An alternate story claims that it is silly for a man to fall in love with his own reflection. Instead, it asserts that Narcissus had a twin sister who was exactly alike in appearance. When she died, he used to go to the spring, and knowing that it was his reflection that he saw. There he found some relief for his love, because the image reminded him of his sister. [5] The flower that Narcissus turned into later was used when Hades abducted Persephone as "a snare for the bloom-like girl". Persephone was attracted by the sweet scent of the narcissus, and gathered the flowers. Naomi: I love this woman and her family so much; she really helped me along the way in the occult that I don't even believe I could repay her for her kindness. I truly believe it was destiny that I found you Naomi. What a beautiful adapt that she has become and still untainted by the uglyness of this world. Laura: Simply beautiful in every sense of the word, I'm so lucky that I was able to find you. I truly believe that you made me a better person. Me and you will always stay close. Lisa Lashes, Queen of Hard House is personally one of my fav. DJ, also an inspiration to my love of Hard House! ^_^ You'll probably see me at school listening on my walkman or shoving my headphone on a friend and it's almost 70% of the time it'll be Lisa Lashes. Wished I had her talent on the breaks. ^_^ Cally Cage, Princess of Hard House and the name couldn't be anymore clearer. She got the talents and breaks to make anyone start dancin in the middle of the floor. Andy Whitby, personally one my top fav. male DJs. Listening to his mixes has inspired me to buy a deck of my very own. ^_^ Come on if you haven't listened to him as of yet, then go and listen to him now! After you listen to him, believe me you'll think of him as the true Saviour of the Dance Floor. Actually one of the first Hard Dance cds I've bought was by DJ Yoji Biomehanika and I loved it! ^_^ Still personally one of my favorite DJs of all time. Global Deejays: DJ Taylor, Mikkel, FLOw If anybody loves pure House music then they'll love Global Deejays; a type of style will make the retro into something so much more! ^_^ DJ Keoki, one of my favorite Club Kids and DJ; personally one of my favorite tracks is Jealousy that he did. ^_^ DJ Steve Hill, also one of my personal favorite DJs of all time. ^_^ Love all his tracks and always puts me into a state of euphoria. ^_^ THE WILD HUNT Samhain Full Moon Sabbat 18th Oct. 2002, Leytonstone London "Saul and the Witch of Endor" (1526) Oil on panel, 88,3 x 123 cm Rijksmuseum, Amsterdam .. |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Single |
| Hometown: | Hometown??? Really never had one to begin with... |
| Religion: | Other |
| Education: | High school |
My Pictures |
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My Blog |
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Bootcamp |
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| Okay so I just talked to my recruiter yesterday and she told me that I'll be leaving around September 9 for bootcamp. So, I am so glad that I won't be going to Texas during the summer as its so damn h... Posted by Kirk on Thu, 22 May 2008 06:09:00 PST |
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Banishing and Witchcraft |
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| It's funny, I can't seem to remove this banishing on this girl that I put on or maybe its that I can't decide that I truley want to get rid of it. Its funny she doesn't even know its on her. But I kno... Posted by Kirk on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 01:56:00 PST |
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Out of the House |
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| I got kicked out of the house today. If you want to reach me call my cell and not my house phone. Im survivine everybody, lol. I guess I just have to concentrate on the here and now. Posted by Kirk on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:58:00 PST |
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Tracks I need to Find (Just a self note for me) |
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| 01 Armin Van Buuren - Birth Of An Angel 02 Armin Van Buuren - Communication part 3 (XDR Reconstruction) 03 BT Feat. JC Chasez - Force Of Gravity (Ferry Corsten Remix) 04 Rank 1 - Beats @ Rank 1 ... Posted by Kirk on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 10:53:00 PST |
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Blood and Gold (Alchemy) |
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| Blood and Gold By Michelle Emerson Has anyone looked at our incredible blood under a microscope? What color was it? GOLD . . . sparkling, shiny beautiful GOLD. If you have not witnessed this t... Posted by Kirk on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 07:05:00 PST |
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Emergence of the Feather'd Ka of I |
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| This image shows lines of cognition in oblique and willful disconjunction. One utilises oppositional feelings, thoughts, attitudes, moral perspectives, off-beats of musick and dance, stillness and m... Posted by Kirk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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No Love |
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| How I wished for my emotions to end, I never wanted to feel emotions like lust, desire, nor the feeling of love. Feelings like these emotions brings confusion and foolishness, I never wanted to experi... Posted by Kirk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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Future? |
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| What's going on with my life, I don't what I should do, I'm scared; I'm scared of the future, I'm so sad and confused and I don't know what to do. Today I went with my friend Heather to the mall; she ... Posted by Kirk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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Spring Break |
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| Ahh, I'm so happy that spring break started today for us! I wonder what I'll do for tomorrow; one thing I should do is go over to my friend's house for that special surprise I'm going to get, hehe. Bu... Posted by Kirk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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The Meeting |
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| Ahh, I'm so energetic today, I haven't been so happy and relaxed in awhile. The sky is so beautiful today and the weather is perfect. I ended up lighting some incense for Hagith today and gave her a s... Posted by Kirk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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My Friends |
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DCla$$ic$, LiZzY PoO (ANTM), Naomi Chan, The Tengu, lost in euphoria, Hookerbot 3000, I AM the walrus!!!!!, im addicted to this feeling {milkshake}, [i L0V3 H3R ... NUFF S4iD], leann., The DocC, Tommy, EYOUNG., MeAgan, erisdoe, sunny♥ ! JaG 51o's favorite fan, Scarlet* & The American Dream, Angelica, leanne., [AND i L0V3 H3R ... NUFF S4iD], Sabrina......, Lizzy, ♥Live Life♥ =], fresher den a muhfucka, yes im a muhfucka, SnEaKy, Ministry of Sound, Oxymoron, I can play the same games but only better:-), Infinite Light Peru, Polysexual, Justin, ♥JessicaLynn♥, Alex Kidd, THE O.F. OLDE GUARD, MEG, Mike Lottich, Mika, Fedde Le Grand
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