I am open-minded, energetic, outgoing, and LOUD! I enjoy having din-din and wine; Sunday brunch is fabulous, too! I laugh constantly and always have fun! I am independent and reserved. I am passionate about life and appreciate idiosyncrasies. I'm finished with college yet, I'm not the legal age to drink. I exercise free will. It can be a paradox but I'm a genuine, honest realist.
Though my priorities and interests constantly shift on the surface, I can't say that I have changed very much as a person throughout my life. My genuine values are completely timeless and unconditional; that is to say, love in all its traditional and unexpected forms.

As a general philanthropist I earnestly try to be passive and nonjudgmental in spirit, but I cannot surpress my own tendency to be hypercritical. My sensitivity to weaknesses, however, is more introverted toward my own state of being rather than extroverted against others. I am painfully aware of my faults and personal inadequacy, but at the same time I am comfortable with my faculties and individual prowess. It is this balance between warranted humility and pride that I have become so unconditionally self aware. In keeping with the latterly mentioned pride, I have come to revel in my own evening solace.
In spite of insecurities, I strive to be the best I can. This ideology shapes all of my actions and goals. People all too often become comfortable with their own shortcomings and that, I believe, is what stunts personal growth, development, and maturity. I realize that I am not perfect in any way, but I try to attain the closest level within my reach. I think the world would be a better place if only others would do the same.
If anything, I want ambition to be my undoing.
Write me a message.. don't trip if I don't write right away. I mean just like you I do have a life other then myspace and/or AIM SN: Sicklullabies1
What better way to know more about me then to hear it, in this case read it, from my friends:

Kenny: this girl is soo HOT. lol. one of my best buddies. soo sweet and got a cute personality too. the complete package! if i wasn't so far, i'd ask her to be mine! if she let me. haha. well, thanks for being there for me and talking to me alyssa. you're the best!! muahz!

Glen: ALYSSA!!! i
Tina: we both are a photogenic freak!

Peter: By far the hottest asian i know!!!

RJ: i heart alyssa too! shes the best and mega cool. look at all those guys after you! haha.

Jimmy: My baby sis is gettin prettier and prettier each and every day..

Adam: your gonna be the next tilla with photos like these! just atch and see!

Dee Dee: Damn this gurl is soo Fukin HOTT!!! Dang gurl i hella miss your booty =x

Lina: sexy sexy lips ;) they're seriously gorgeous

Joanna: Awww...shes such a sweet-heart , she always knew how to make this grL smiLe! :)
Nikki: you bitch.
Austin:
Jane: i love u forevers alyssa :D
Liz: oh n ur sexy...jus like ur childhood friend!!!! (me) hahahahaha

Byran: i just wanna say i love you baby and your so fucking hot! and im glade to have such a woman like you in my life!!!!

Louis: stay awesome! ur hella cool duuuude

Ty: I've finally found someone that knows that there is a movie called "land of the dead", so that makes me not crazy or something... You're so great.

Ryan: Shes an innocent girl HAHA

Amelia: wow you got some bomb ass eyes, almost as pretty as mine hehe

Joseph: you take forever to respond..less meat on your sandwhich giiiiirl!

Jake: uhhh i think that youll fine that were both the sex [pretty people get on better

Hunter: we are real motherfucking g's haha

Mark: i love the product of your insanity!!!
Roma: you're the coolest, and me and sylvia love you

Dusty: you are too crazy

Danny: you amazed me with the graffiti.

Rene: ur such a nice bitch...very nice... =D

Chay: i dont understand you! ,but hey i was watching a movie and i reminded me of you lol haha i dont know why!! haha maybe cus the randomness...=P poopface!!

Ryan: I
Lynn:...i hate your goddamn ring tone! it scares the shit out of me! i almost shat myself!!!

Shannon: YOU'RE A SCORPIO!

Razmey: Hi alyssa, ur so confident N dazzlin N u know da rest

Anthony: i am in there thats fucken funny lol aw man ur one crazy hotass cool girl man haha....

Nina: YUR SiiLLY

J.R: u are a great friend to have to.

Nana: pssh.. yer way over the top.

Chris: yea u got an nice sister..just as nice as u are...man u guys are like the best sisters i've eveh known..

Bruce: aWW You're a good Myspace friend Alyssa, you would probably make a good real friend in bakersfield if it ever got there.

May: do ya thang giiirl. repp it for the asians! haha :P

Gilbert: hey i think you should be an artist or something because yo pic is awesome

Brian: god you know what. YOU have cool hair. i love you. your a nice person

Dezi: ur such a drity slut!!! you have no friends!!! only virtrial ones!!! go back to china!!! j/k!!!!!

Kebi: ....thanks for singing with me. hahaha....

Ashley: you're mean
Rodney: Alyssa u have good tastes just thought i'd let you know :P

Tim: well i love ur eyes ur hair and everything bout u

Tawny[sissy]: you buck wild/look at your hoochie ass model you.

More... later...