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i like your crazy mind, not your normality |
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| Age: | 29 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | JANESVILLE, Wisconsin |
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| Height: | 5' 4" |
| BodyType: | Average |
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| Last Login: | Oct 12, 2008 (452 days back) |
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About Me |
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| well i love to sit in the rain and watch it fall.. the sound of lightning and thunder calms me... i love to go horseback. i love to build in the snow.. winter is my fav. season...... cant wait for it to get here... i do not take things for granted, a material possession is nothing to me, as to receive a smile is like gold. i believe myself to be the richest person because every person that has crossed my path has smiled at me at least one time. i like critizm, and im good at dishing it out at times.. (playfully of course) if you cant take it as that... well thats your problem.. i cannot have anymore kids. i love kids tho.. i used to ducktape my son to the wall so he could play super man.. i love bugs and spiders, they do not bother me.. i love to camp, and be outside..my favorite place to be, is in a tree i like to work on my car...( usto) built a muffler system with coffee cans, furnace cement, and some fence wire.. lasted 8 months.. im not really seeking a long term relationship, cannot really have one. i do not believe in marriage, i believe if two people cannot live together with out getting married they never should have moved in. i value my friends, and peeps close to me. what peeps call imperfections, or flaws, i see unique perfection. for everyone is perfect, one only has to look. i was told once that by saying that everyone is perfect, im sayng im perfect. and if im saying im perfect, then i am stuck up. well i think i score perfection in 2 areas, collecting smiles... and chasing away the guys. so there, found perfection! everyone is perfect!If you can't be a good example -- then you'll just have to be a horrible warning. if you do not like me go away, stop looking at my blogs. stop clicking on my page.. if you do not like me chances are i will not like you ither.. its perfectly ok not to like me.. thats the simple joy in life.. freedom of speech.(witch we sadly bound to lose.) tell me how i offend you, i do not mind. if you give me critizm, i like it! i love to hear your opinion. and if you want to add me for a friend just so you can get it out of your system and tell me off, please do..if that will let out your anger so you may feel better inside, please do. yes we all have personal drama. altho i hate and loath drama, it manages to find its way to my eyes and ears..many are angry with me, many love me, many smile at me even tho they do not know me. if you have personally known me in your past, and we no longer are in company do to bullshit drama, you are more than welcome to tell me off. or say hello. just know i do not think of how we parted, we have smiled many smiles together and thats that. it is over we are no longer friends. let this be your last visit to my page. have a nice day, and..... simply control your urge to click on my page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rprarc Sinchi Runa (enemy of tyrannical regimes) rprarc Add to My Profile | More Videos Due to the overwhelming amount of requests from a petecular group of peeps on my friends list (soldiers) i am no longer going to post about my lawsuit with the Wisconsin Board Of Education, taken up with United States Department of Education, and a harrasment complaint filed with the Janesville School District. a few soldier peeps happily took notice to the situation at hand, and added me there. But even tho i do not support the war, i will always have a soldiers back when it is turned. thank you for not removing me from your friends list, and contacting me about this issue. PLEASE!!! if you have interest in this subject please refer to: http://www.myspace.com/wsasglobalizationgoals ========================================= a, a:link, a:visited, a.navbar, a.navbar:link, a.navbar:visited, a.man, a.man:link, a.man:visited { color:ffffff; font-size:12pt; font-weight:normal; font-style:normal; font-family:Arial; |
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My Interests |
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| dragons are perfect creatures, *bad things in life are grand experiences... my coma was the coolest experience ill ever have!!
What happened to our flag? Where did it go? Where are the stars, and the stripes that once showed? Bright and full of color, now faded and torn. Openness, Honesty, Love and Peace, is what made the flag born. Conspiraces is Truth, Hemp is Peace, Ignorance is Government Control. Corruption, Greed, Anger, Chaos, you shall see the toll. Stop being blind, take a look around, can you not see, our flag is falling down? Yes, look, you will see it flailing in the air, but the meaning it was born with, will no longer be yours to share. Our president bush tells us lies, to control us, so you dont realize. Its all about the Money and the Power, they dont care about our rights, they signed em over in less than an hour! A plant called pot, also knows as a drug. Also Peace, a Cure, Medically and Environmentally. We can pull the plug! Before the stars and stripes are lost take a look and realize, WE are the boss. Fight for our Voice, our Freedom, to Not be controlled, Dont let our flag fall, as a myth to be told.. emkat MY MOUNTAIN I did not know it but i started my life climbing a mountain. Trying to find a place, gain acceptance; slipping through my fingers, choking it down like warm water in a fountain. As a child i ran around, my spirit so free, i had no idea that things would matter. That people are hurtful, lives fall apart, and dreams can shatter.. I fell from my mountain trying to gain acceptance in society. i love to help others when they need a hand, even tho.... When i need a friend, a family member, they'll just say no. Once when i fell, i got up and strained to see the top. My mountain seems high, i have almost reached it. i am hurt from the drop. Society has many obstacles for me if i want to survive this life. I have felt so many emotions, 1s that make me smile, and 1s that pierce like a knife. So many times i stared at my mountain, crying. my life will never reach the top. I look at my mountain, kicking me off again, this time i die. it was 1 hell of a drop! Medical science prevails, i stare at my mountain., i look at it differently this time. It no longer looks like a mountain i am forced to climb. It looks like an adventure, always something new to find. I am not angry, i am not sad. I have gone to a place most never had. I'm not afraid to go home, its where i like to play. I would not trade an experience, good or bad. to make 1 more day. I finish out my life climbing a mountain emkat MINDS IN SERIOUS DANGER Have u ever tried to figure out the things that goes through ur mind? The reasons y, playful mind games gone wrong. so very hard to find? In the corner shadows cold, warmness in the sun, minds in dissaray. Thoughts from the mind need go away. Evil thoughts, mind gone sour. Veins bubbling, wash it away like blood in a shower. In the middle of the night, i await, Exploring the mind,opening the gates Insaine desires to harm my prey. Nightmares so horrid in every way. Flesh being torn, blood runing free. I cannot welcome what ever this may b. Children laughing, voices screaming in pain. Confusion spreading rancid, going insaine. Wanting to turn and run, wanting to stay and learn, wanting so hard to fly. Feeling loved, mind confused, hateful words, loving gestures, still wondering y. Tenderness and love, pain and sadness, minds with nowhere to go. Cant say it cant explain it, and for it, nothing to show. Mass confusion dressed in anger Minds In Serious Danger emkat my brain scan "EXPERIENCES" Once alive, wild and free, always happy with a smile on my face. All i ever want out of life, is to experience everything life has to offer, and find a place. I've experienced true love, as well as the un describable pain that follows. I know true friendship, and what it means. and anger anger that burrows deep, and wallows. I have touched wealth, if only for a day. I know poverty in more than 1 way. My heart once beat hard and free, now kept alive by wires and a machine. They open my head, cut at my brain, remove some skull and spine. just more wounds to keep clean. I have touched a place beyond all imagination, words cannot describe. A place where your spirit is free, all physical feelings subside. so many things i cannot put into words, i cant spit them out. i try so hard to make others understand, but i cant, u all have doubt. |
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I'd like to meet:true love is found in friendshipthe only way i know how to say good bye i reached out my hand, asked god to take my pain. he took my hand, and then let go, so i still remain. this time he takes my hand, this time he says ok he said that they have been waiting there, for me to come and play. i love you so much, please dont be sad just know the pain will be gone, it hurts so bad. i wear a mask for every one to see, i cannot show the pain consuming me, i try to hold on, i try to be strong i want to be there for my son, but it hurts so bad, i dont belong. i asked my son if he would mind, if god took me away, he said; i know you hurt, he can not take you, your in my heart every day. i cried to him, i cried so hard. it is the ok i am seeking. i will rest my head one night, and continue sleeping. i hold my memories, them i cannot lose i can take them with me if i choose. ill always hold you in my heart. i am not really gone, im making a new start. i do not, and you should not, regret a single thing done i live my life, i have so much fun. i am greedy about my friends, always wanting more. i like to see them smile, and happy, i want friends galore. you are all so kind to me, i thank you all so much. many with simple words, and never a single touch. the many of you i see every day, always take my grey clouds away. all the fun that we had, the good and the bad, i would not change or trade. for they were experiences we made. ill be in the wind my spirit so free. o please be happy for me. all my friends i love you. id like to say im sorry i did not let you know, but if i told you that, id have to let it show your all best friends, some for many many years, we have laughed, caused hell, and even shared our tears. do not cry when i am gone, and please do not be mad. i have had the coolest life many will never have. so many will be sad for what i shall leave behind. belive me its hard, but i cant hold on this time. i have conqured every obstacle in my life, made it all the way. so many times i fell, but i always made it through the day. i am slipping and this time im not getting up. i am no longer strong. even god would not let it hurt so bad, he let me play my song. do not be sad, there is nothing anyone can do. i wasnt being honest, i have been lying to you. never once did you let me cry, you always make me smile, you dont even have to try. good bye.. i have wrote this because a cyst contiues to grow in my brain stem, where brain fluid collects and does not go into my brain properly. surgery had been done, there is no cure. i can only patiently wait. the cyst has come back, and fluid collects. i do not want to be a friend who tells you lies. and i do not want you to think i just walked away. i am not sad i am not angry. i have had the most coolest experiences in my life. and i would not trade them for one more day of life. when people suddenly die they do not have a chance to say good bye. i was given that chance. so do not feel sorry for me, do not pity me. please smile for me. i am given my chance, so i take it. just know i said goodbye. "06" emkat Vote for them to play in LOLLAPALOOZA!!!! |
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Music:any thing from motzart to manson. i hate rap.. but not those that listen to ita friend request from a band an advertisment in your hand whats your reason for being my friend? when i click approve, its the end. to you ill be just a number on your list. and thats not my interest. i am more than just a number, a friend is someone you should encumber. dont make me your friend if your only telling lies, friendship breaks a heart, in a simple demise i do not like a twisted face, friendship is something you should embrace, if you do not wish to be my friend, do not click add me, and well have an end. |
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Movies:MAY, |
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Television:Funny Stuff....Sheeple in trainingHOW TO BE AN AMERICAN CITIZEN VERI CHIP IMPLANTS.. A NEW WAR IN AMERICA! |
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Books:steven king, dean koontz, no mans land, myths every child should know, anderson's fairie tales... |
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Heroes:my hero is my son. he has given me the greatest, most challenging experience i could ever ask for. |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| This is a private profile. | |
| MaritalStatus: | Single |
| Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian |
| SexualOrientation: | Bisexual |
| Hometown: | in your head |
| Religion: | Agnostic |
| Smoker: | Yes |
| Drinker: | Yes |
| Children: | Proud parent |
| Education: | High school |
My Pictures |
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My Blog |
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Rocky Lawless update |
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| Rocky Lawless found a good home.......im so happy!!! Posted by silentchatterbox on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 05:49:00 PST |
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Bush/Martial Law/suspended elections.... |
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much thanx to http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewpro
file&friendid=100723934&MyToken=6b70cf76-803b-4ebe-8
6c9-85177e29431e'>Pamela's Protest
As of May 9, Pres... Posted by silentchatterbox on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 03:12:00 PST |
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more on Rocky Lawless |
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| stupid myspace edit errors.. here is another on rocky
Please help me find him a good home..i was busted. My manager said absloutly not! either he goes or i do.. soooooo... please help me find t... Posted by silentchatterbox on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 12:55:00 PST |
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Rocky Lawless needs a home! |
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| dont forget to check out his video. http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual
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he was abandon by his owner. he is an american pit bull terrier. he comes with... Posted by silentchatterbox on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 12:09:00 PST |
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The Elbow Room |
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| Visiting MUNROE:
that was awsome! had a blast,lots of cool memories that will last.worth every bit of the 2nhalf hour drive.everyone there, spirits alive.to meet each of you, was such an awsome thing,... Posted by silentchatterbox on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 05:16:00 PST |
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told my mngr i bought a goat. |
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| well thats it! i was told im outta here! the new owner of this house wants to turn this house into 1 huge house. he is just waiting for my lease to expire in august. my son moves in with hi... Posted by silentchatterbox on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 06:30:00 PST |
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InterAct Public Safety Systems |
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| about time....
InterAct Public Safety Systems is sponsoring a globe on behalf of the Cool Globes project to be featured in Chicago, June through September. The InterAct globe is designed... Posted by silentchatterbox on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:58:00 PST |
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From Turkey Waste, a New Fuel and a New Fight |
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| BENSON, Minn. For anyone curious about what thousands of tons of turkey litter looks like, piled high into an indoor olfactory-assaulting mountain of manure, this old railroad stop on the extreme ed... Posted by silentchatterbox on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:50:00 PST |
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never cease to amaze myself |
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| good friend where have you gone? good friend, without you, i cannot find my song. i hear your voice whisper in my sleep, your silence makes my heart weep. where are you my good friend?, i love you to ... Posted by silentchatterbox on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 04:47:00 PST |
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11 signs you love someone |
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| found in bullitin:
ELEVEN:You walk really slow when you're with them.
TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at... Posted by silentchatterbox on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 07:19:00 PST |
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My Friends |
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