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 Ryan's Profile |
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When the power of love conquers the love of power the world will know peace |
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| Age: | 28 years old |
| Sex: | Male |
| Location: | ROSEVILLE, CALIFORNIA |
| Country: |  United States |
| Height: | 6' 0" |
| BodyType: | Athletic |
| Zodiac: |  Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) |
| Last Login: | Oct 9, 2008 (445 days back) |
| I am Here For Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking. | |
About Me |
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| I'm not easily defined, or able to be defined into a certain category. What I can tell you is that I choose to remain enigmatic, and usually clairvoyant at most times, that's just how I'm wired I guess. I have found its easy to go about life when you realize your specialties and short comings, and I certainly have a few of both. Do any of us really know our inner self that well. Seriously if you think about it, do we have any Idea who we are, I like to look at m yself from an outside perspective. I find when I do that I see a whole different side of myself and its kind of refreshing too, why live a lie in denial. I challenge anyone to tell me what they really think, why the hell would anyone want them to tell them what they want to hear, no soul can ever grow that way. I know that I will never truly figure out everything I want to know but that won't stop me from at least trying. Always striving, and attempting to morph, grow, and transcend my way through this bitter weary, dreary existence we call life, full of strife, but a times full of hope, sometimes life's not easily coped, but still some of us are predestined to overcome our struggles and achieving the long awaited goal that keeps us wanting more. Never deceiving, always believing that a new day awaits, a better way takes away my restraints, and a predetermined state of mind is where I can only find my one true power, hour after hour, I await my fate. I am loyal to the ones who remain loyal to me, I build up walls so others can break them down. I have filtered through the pointless people that only bring me down, and stick with the ones who allow me to learn from. Love it or leave it, accept me or me reject me, it makes no difference because in the end your true colors always emerge, better sooner than later. I would rather have more enemies than loyal friends if it meant that I didn't have to waste my time with those that choose to remain fake and put on a facade. I have been through enough in my day so far to know that its just not worth the struggle to try to change someone. By now if they haven't learned to change their ways most likely they never will. A wise person learns from their mistakes and does their best to make a new path for themselves when they are not the person they want to be. I don't realy trip on futile things anymore when I run into them, the every day difficulties and struggles that life brings me. I just remind myself what awaits me when I leave this mortal coil. I have lived, loved, and learned and can never learn enough. In fact I think the more I learn the more I realize I don't know. I have made mistakes like anyone else but I don't regret, regretting, would mean that I regret who I am. I accept who I am, with all the flaws, mistakes, and imperfection so any one who can't accept that isn't a real friend of mine and is a waste of time. Just like any one else I have seen and observed a lot of beauty and ugliness on this earth. You cannot see the beauty in the world without seeing a the opposite every now and then. I have found that my search for happiness and true satisfaction is found only in God and through keeping the ones I love the most around me. I have learned to be content with just being me no matter what the circumstance, regardless of who I might be infatuated with at the time or what girl I'm in love with. I will keep on being my individual self, and eventually I will find my peace of mind, but in the mean time I will enjoy the ride that is ever so changing, and unfaltering. "Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living . The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle. Dreams are necessary to life. To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe. Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. Nothing happens unless first a dream. Nothing happens unless first we dream." "It's the love of guilt that forms the habit Of being dramatically over-dramatic. We live like vampires And we, we, we love like killers; We all die like infants, And we trust like mirrors." "The songs they sing are in the key Of the illusion of pain and its irony. In the midst of lust and dropping names The drugs they numb and they keep us sane.""Slow suicide...like it or not, it's what we do." |
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My Interests |
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| Her names Ashberry and she puts a smile on my face everyday. |
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I'd like to meet:These photos were taken by Tyler Shields an amazing photographer
Photo by Tyler ShieldsThese photos were taken by my friend Petros Koublis he is very talented check out his work |
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Music:Afi30 seconds to mars Dredg Tool A perfect circle Pink floyd MGMT Bat for Lashes Taking back sunday Dash board confessional Muse Sunny day real estate Switchfoot Lifehouse Deftones The used The strokes Lost prophets Glassjaw A thorn for every heart Funeral for a friend Rise against This holliday life Saves the day Unwritten law Trenton Reznor or NIN Silverstien Thrice (amazing live!) Massive attack Thursday The Cure or Robert Smith New order & Joy Division (who did the original Shadowplay) Alkaline trio From autumn to ashes Filter Fuel Jonas, the lead singer of Far (who influenced Chino Merino from Deftones) Faith no more Against me Yeah yeah yeahs The sounds Strata Pulp Bloc party Funeral for a friend Coldplay U2 the medic droid Mc rut Plush gun Skinny puppy Nada surf Augast burns red Fear before the march of flames Paramore Carolina Liar Cold war kids Guster Pennywise MGMT Blue October Scary kids scaring kids Billy Idol The editors Every time I die Forever the sickest kids Dave Matthews Band (seen them 5 times!) Damien Rice Bat for lashes Atreyu Elliot Smith Envy on the Coast Brand New Alice in Chains Billy Talent Bad Religion The Doors The Beatles A change of pace A Beautifull Mistake Bayside CCR Fleetwood Mac Smashing Pumpkins Story of the Year A Heart Well Ending Radiohead Green day Trapt Sublime Juliana Theory Jimmy Eat World Chevelle Nirvana The Smiths Psychedelic Furs Dead Can Dance Frank Sinatra Wolfmother The Flaming Lips Bauhaus Love and Rockets Clear static Duran Duran Elvis Presley Johnny Cash The Stills The stray cats Placebo The Format Electric summer Bless the Fall Foo Fighters My Bloody Valentine Dead poetic Him Team sleep From First to Last Anberlin early Pearl Jam David Bowie Opus DAuii Interpol Echo and the Bunny Men Tears for fears The police John Mayor Something Corporate Breaking Benjamin Incubas Death cab for cutie Mars Volta At the drive in Postal service The killers Kill switch engage The flur Shiny toy guns Gnarls barkly Jamariqui Underoath Blind side Bleed the Dream Maroon five Crystal method As I lay daying Avenged sevenfold Chemical brothers Prodigy Lynard skinard The eagles He is legend Night kills the day The drezden dollls Jamison Parker The Googoo Dolls Oasis The gorillas blur Thievery corporation the faint The verve Armor for sleep A static lullaby Senses fail Imogen heap Emery Opus dauii Greeley estates National product Blue october Digital underground pharside Outcast Talib kwali Mos def Mae The ataris Vampire weekend Figurine The dreaming The sleeping Stabbing Westward Explosions in the sky Tegan and Sarah Envy on the coast Saosin Panic at the disco Drop dead gorgeous Eveline Stabbing Westward mogwai Sufjen stevens My morning jacket Devil wears Prada We are the furry James Suede Sade Psychedelic furs Moneen Bright eyes bed light for blue eyes Third eye blind Peter bjorn and John Amethystium Eastern Sun Tangerine DreamBreak beats, house ,trance, Jazz, Ambient, Electronica, Experimental,anyone who pushes the envelope. Djs's that I love and that have changed the face of the club scene as we know it all over the world, and other favorites I will give my best shot at: Pete tong,Mars, Armin vaan buurin, bt, Paul Oakenfold, Tiesto, Kaskade, Danny Teneglia, Donald Glaude, Deep sky, Infected mushroom, Underworld , Chemical brothers, Sasha, John Digweed, Paul van dyke, Deep sky, Carl Cox, dj dan dj ufo, Diesel boy, dj dara, dj rap, Sandra collins, dj db, Yellow, The Crystal method, Uberzone, The orb, Orbital, John oo fleming, Eddie Halliwell, Sandra Collins, Max grahm, Dave Aude, Christopher Lawrance, Mark Farina, aphex twin, atb Pendulem, Cut chemist, dj shadow, dj Craze, Kenneth Thomas, Rabbit in the moon . and many many more |
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Movies:Just to warn you, I worked at both a theater and Blockbuster, so am somewhat of movie guru. If you dare... Favorite directors: Stanley Kubrick, Martin Scorsese Steven Sodeburgh and Spielberg, David Lynch (Moholland Drive, Wild at Heart, Lost Highway, Blue velvet, Twin Peeks Fire Walk with me), Tim Burton, Peter Weir (Dead Poet's Society), Fearless, Robert Altman, Rob Reiner, Alfred Hithcock, P.T. Anderson (Hard Eight, Boogie Nights, There Will Be Blood), Robert Zemekas, Guy Richie (Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barells, Snatch), Dannie Boyle (Trainspotting, Shallow Grave, The Beach), Cameron CroweCasa Blanca Some Like it Hot The Apartment The Odd Couple Mr. Smith Goes to Washington Fortune Cookie Citizen Cane Goodfellas Casino Heat High Fidelity Gattica Fear and loathing in Las Vegas Office Space The English Patient Talented Mr. Ripley Ten things to do in Denver When You're Dead Scent of a Woman Scarface Butch Cassidy and the SunDance kid Bonnie and Clyde Vertigo Godfather series China Town Dazed and Confused Chasing Amy Dark City The Crow Star Wars series City of Industry True Romance Pulp Fiction Entropy Anchorman Van Wilder A Fish Called Wanda Gross Point Blank In and Out American Beauty Moulin Rouge Chicago Gladiator Fight Club Beautiful Girls Ed Wood Edward Scissor Hands Raging bull Taxi Driver Robin Hood Men in Tights Hackers Closer Dracula The Shining Love Actually The Holiday The Notebook Grind House Elizabethtown King Kong All 3 Lord of the Rings Count of Monte Cristo Memento Apocalypse Now The Professional Confidence The Virgin Suicides Lord of Illusions Cruel Intentions I Know What You Did Last Summer The Da Vinci Code both Underworlds American Psycho The Matrix Rushmore Lost in Translation Finding Neverland Secret of Nymh Princess Bride Willow Garden State The Big Kahuna Donnie darko Cold Mountain Lost Boys Back to the Future Series Forest Gump Immortal Beloved State of Grace Match Point Shakespeare in Love Good Will Hunting French Kiss Waking Life Dracula Bettter off Dead The Gooneys Simone People I know Blood Diamond Oceans eleven, twelve, and thirteen Kids Thirteen 11:41 Both Crashes (David Cronenbergs,and the Oscar winning one) Babel Pirates of the Carribean series The Wall A Good Year Little Miss Sunshine Safe Men Safari The Tailor of Panama Still breathing The Thomas Crown Affair Two days in the Valley Sunset Blvd Double Indemnity 2001 a Space Oddessy The Departed Equilibrium North by North West Rear Window Vertigo Chocolate A Head Above the Clouds Spun Requiem for a Dream Pan's Labyrinth Life is Beautiful Shawshank Redemption Red White Blue (A few French movies, you should give them a try) Hero Almost famous Jerry Maguire Broken English Ned Kelly Eternal sunshine of the Spotless Mind Evita Angel Heart |
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Television:Lost, Heroes, Family guy, the Rich's, Prison break, House, Dirt, south park, Celebrity rehab, Scrubs, The office, 30 Rock, entourage, Rome, Weeds, Seinfeld, Curb your enthusiasm |
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Books:My favorites authors are Dan Brown, David Iche, Robert Frizall, H.R.Tolken, dale carnagie, and earnest hemingway. The last book I read was how to win friends and influence people. |
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Heroes:My hero lately has been Chris Angel, that guy is amazing, and baffles the hell out of me. I look up to any body that inspires me in a unique way. |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | In a Relationship |
| Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Hometown: | Sacramento |
| Religion: | Christian - other |
| Smoker: | No |
| Drinker: | Yes |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | In college |
| Occupation: | server |
| Income: | $45,000 to $60,000 |
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My Blog |
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Gary Busey comments on Hunter S Thompson and Art |
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| http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-rE0dNV5Bo
... Posted by Ryan on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:14:00 PST |
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The patron saint of lost causes |
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| This touched my soul and gives me chills everytime I hears it. Check out Anberlin's Cities you'll thank me later.
"Feels like you're miles from here, in other towns with lesser names... Posted by Ryan on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 09:06:00 PST |
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Ill be fine in time |
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| Every day I get a little closer dear
Every night I fall a little farther from here
When I seem to be more and more distant
I realize my vitality becomes non existent
I proceed through the sunshi... Posted by Ryan on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 01:58:00 PST |
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remnants of a life once lived, and love once lost |
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| Part1. I'm falling faster a waking distaster I long for a surrender Something I can hold dearWithout a sign of doubt, worry, or fearHour after hour I beckon for her call or silhoutteA familiar smell o... Posted by Ryan on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 12:37:00 PST |
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Out to sea |
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| There is so much good music out there right now sometimes I get frustrated because there just isn't enough time in the day to listen to it all. Anyhow I think that this new Earth wind fire and w... Posted by Ryan on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:04:00 PST |
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A hope for a new tomorow |
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| So this friend of mine had an idea or a question that was based on why people only get these creative writing ideas and illusive vivid truths that can be quite comp... Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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A great song |
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So for those of you who havnt heard the new cold play you realy need to check it out, its amazing. Definitely one of the best albums that will be coming out this year. Hear are some... Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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The magik of music |
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| So there are many things that come to mind when I listen to music. Especially bands like Dredg they are amazing, you really need to check them out if you have a chance, they are more than just a music... Posted by Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
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Waiting for a sign |
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| In this life that we so often take for granted, do we really wonder and ponder about the things that we have at our finger tips. I for one am guilty of such folly. I mean I have been... Posted by Ryan on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:55:00 PST |
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the fragalty of life |
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| So I was valet parking at this funeral yesterday and it was real creepy and depressing. I found out that this crazy pshycho was hiped up on drugs went around town killing innocent people with a ... Posted by Ryan on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 03:44:00 PST |
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My Friends |
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ASHLEYY., *Amy*, Lisa, Amanda EuNiece Jones, LOVEis Murderous, Bill Nieporte Music Design, Shlay, Diego, Coldplay, A Static Lullaby [On Tour Now!], Tyler Shields, ★ BADxGIRLxGONExWORSE ★, Killaflaw - REVOLUTION CD/MP3 ON SALE NOW!, lemonchill, Stephen Waters, David Leeson, Funk U Productions, Matthew Being Matthew, Krazy Kathy, Aspects, Margo., TACIT, MARSEL DURI, The Bad Hand!, Media Made *EP RELEASE OCT. 28TH!*, mesh-29 /// VIDEO UP!, PETROS KOUBLIS photographer, The Us Electric, In Broken English, GraphiqueMaverick, VEGAS ALLIANCE, ಌ Aspen Marie, View Through Blind Eyes (East Hartford, Thursday!), bevin, A MIDSKY SURRENDER (SONGS ON ITUNES!!!), StillLine, Elevator Dance Party [AUDITIONING VOCALIST!!!!], RISE FROM WITHIN, Bridget, PyCairo Records, Max X, Kathryn Dyann, ♪♫♥Christina♥♫♪, Super Heroes!, Minachii♥, CuddleMaria, Devin Pugliano - Author, Twila ©, jeSS....GuiTar HeRo QuEEn!
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